Social Aspect

The dinner went really awesome…

I wore just a classic black dress. It looked really good, it was form fitting/flattering… I wore shoes that I don’t usually use lol … I love these shoes though👠… they are heels lol … I am really tall in heels… they are really pretty – also black but they have a ankle buckle… they look hot – I like the hotness lol 😄✌️ (I just never wear them because it makes me so tall and at work they would slow me down or kill me lol – they are only for special occasions)

But I looked really nice 👍 funny only the neighbors see me lol 😄😄✌️

I, of course, had a black mask that perfectly matched lol

They kinda laughed with the mask but I am just used to having it… I took it down to eat.

I am so used to always wearing a mask I feel weird without it unless I am at home. They are lucky I was not also wearing the face shield 😄😄✌️

We had a very nice dinner… they kept giving me food!! Omg I am so full!!

They also sent me home with a ton of food…

We chit chatted and caught up on our happenings – and laughed about a ton of things

It was really nice – they are very very sweet…

They want to do a game night or have me hang with them every so often lol ❤️ that was sweet for them to want ❤️

I am just limited cause I can’t do weekends… my days off are during normal weekdays lol

They asked me if I play “Cards against Humanity”

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I have not… my boys have, so I have heard of it and what it is 😄😄 … and we have a family friendly version – but the family friendly version is lame lol – so no one ever wants to play it lol

I know Apples to Apples – totally love that one lol 😄❤️

But this Cards Against Humanity – hmm I don’t know lol … we can see how goes lol – I am curious??

They say is funny ?? My oldest and 19 – have said it will NOT be a game I will like lol

We are just going to have to see I suppose

So yeah that was really nice ❤️

I guess they want friends and company lol – that was very sweet

I’m usually kinda quiet… I don’t really go out or do things lol

I was with my ex since I was 17… I was a mom since 20… I didn’t go out… I was a wife/mom. Play dates for kids yes and sports … I have friends …

My marriage was rough so I was quiet

Then I got cancer… they forced me to give up my entire life through that… my world was doctors and hospitals constantly 😝

So during that, I couldn’t have a life at all … and that last surgery was traumatizing so I went silent, isolated myself

Then literally right after that, covid happens so here we are lol

My point is – I don’t know a social life. I am generally just kinda quiet – have my life and absorb my peace ✌️ I have my kids

I socialize at work with dead people lol (kidding) but I socialize with my coworkers and the come home and just be quiet

I’m kinda cautious lol

But it was nice to have a social dinner like that ❤️ was very nice, very sweet, and lol very funny ❤️ I had a nice time. 😊

Do you see me now? Lol 😘✌️