Count on me

So… you know how the closer you get to someone… the more you can see?

And then also…

You know how, in life, you sometimes cross the paths of others either because you need them or they need you??

Well I worked today … was good day for a Monday – was not over my head insane…

We did have a memorial going on today. I got to work with my favorite guy again!! I just enjoy him… he makes me laugh… he is one of those people you just enjoy?? He is funny and animated 😄… he’s just great

Today he came in all panicked… over something with his car… so I know car problems lol… he had high anxiety today with that… but I kinda did what he does for me…

I had him laughing and relaxing and not worry to much with the stresses coming at him with car

He called his Dad anyway 😄😄 the one that thinks I am hot 😄😄… he tells me his dad keeps saying that, and he’s like dad please stop saying that 😄😄 meanwhile I find it hilarious 😄😄❤️❤️❤️ he tells me … ya know there are things you don’t want to hear your parents saying 😄😄 he is so funny 😄😄 – yeah I find that really funny!

I said I’m gonna tell on you and tell him you have been relentlessly teasing me all the time 😄😄😄 I have way too much fun with it 😄❤️ lol

Anyway… his dad was on way over to come look at his car 😄… and knew I was there also 😄😄 it’s just too funny!!

But he pulled me aside and told me something, he needed help with something he didn’t want his dad to see 😳

I think… I think he is hurting? I think he’s kinda struggling? I just kinda saw a bigger picture today… I really like him… I think he’s a really cool person…

I think he is lonely, and I think he is sad, and I don’t think he has very many umm sincere amazing friends around him?

Anyway let me continue…

I went to help him hide his stuff, but he had already done it… I felt um… concern? Cause I really like him. For one minute – my heart kinda sank? Not because of that… maybe a little? But more so… because I think he hurts. I think he tries to hide that?? I could almost totally see his soul today 😮

So his dad comes – his dad is always there whenever he needs – they are close and it’s very touching to see.

His father loves him very much ❤️

His dad is always very sweet, very gentlemanly. Kinda shy lol

They fix his issue. And he is relieved… my guy friend is off work so he leaves with his father.

He text me as I was leaving work and tell me car issue was not as big as he thought and everything would be ok 😄 lol…

And then he just went into this heartfelt message about how his dad is always there for him and loves him so much!

So I just kinda felt something?? I felt like… the way he said that… I think he feels like all he has is his dad ?? Which is great, but ya know… friends are good too.

So I just said well ya know, if you ever need anything – we are friends… you can always text or call if you need anything. You need good sincere friends too.

Anyway, we been texting tonight – he is very sweet funny and he is really a great guy… I just think he is hurt??? There is something??

I think he just simply needs a friend. A friend who wants nothing from him or anything like that… just a friend to unload on or laugh with? That helps keep strength sometimes ??

I didn’t really realize he was hurting ? Until today… it was what he wanted me to help hide from his dad and the way he pulled me aside and told me about it 😳 I had said… you know you can call me if you need to talk or need anything

I still REALLY like him, and REALLY enjoy who he is…

It’s funny … those who have the most pain – are the funniest people… that is what we use to hide that pain – is better to laugh, than have that pain.

Just interesting… I think he just needs a really good friend.

Maybe I was meant to cross his path for a reason??

I like him – I know pain… if he needs help with pain… I can do that. I know how to take it away 😘✌️… most of the time lol … I’m not a miracle worker lol 😄✌️

But I just think he is sad- I felt a sadness?? And I don’t usually get that from him?? Little by little I am seeing him 😮

See what happens when you let me come close?? Lol … I start to see. But I suppose we all do when you be friends or around someone enough – it’s how you click

Anyway… I don’t like when people I adore have sadness – I want to make it better ❤️

So we see – I just left it as if he needs a friend or anything you let me know.

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We all need good friends ❤️✌️

People… my friends … were amazing when I needed that. When I needed a shoulder – they were there, when I needed a laugh they were there, when I needed hope they were there

So yeah… I think he needs someone? And he made a comment how much he just loves the friendship more than he has ever in his life

He’s gay so he is not into me.. at all… so is non threatening and I don’t need to worry about that aspect. It’s just peaceful friendship ❤️ I like that

Anyway… I enjoy him also, I enjoy the person he is. He is very delightful!

Alright so that’s everything going on today

I work again tmrw – no days off yet.. I only work until noon … and then “I vote” 😳😮😳 whoa … it’s tmrw 😳😳😳 you people ready for this? Whoa!! I don’t know if I am lol … ok please don’t let Tuesday go insane 😳😳😳 🙏

Alright Gnite

I be reading for little while before bed

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