So Friday … I will be experiencing death at the cemetery… I am used to only services at the funeral home. I have never watched a service at graveside. Besides my own friends or family, and I didn’t watch – I was the one in pain.
That’s gonna be kinda weird. There will be a lot of pain from the family and friends over the loss – I will see crying and pain.
So… this is going to be an experience 😳
I don’t even know what to expect.
Please don’t make me drive the hearse 😳😮 not my first time anyway! I’ll drive the flowers
Watch them give me the hearse 😳
But Friday will be interesting. This will tell me if I can handle this.
Graveside is final… whew – I have to watch people have pain and I hate people in pain like that…
So this is good let me see it… let me see if I can handle. I am a comforter… so I want to run over and comfort.
Please don’t let me cry too!! Omg
But ok. Friday 😳 graveside 😮
So much going on 😮