End of year stuff

I got a package 📦 today 😮… I don’t order things… I didn’t expect anything?? What is this? I never get anything

It was a beautiful um I am not sure what they are called but is a notebook contained in a beautiful?? Notebook holder? – with a pen and stuff.

It’s from my school ❤️ it’s a thank you for being apart of their lives this school year ❤️✌️ awwwww … I know everyone probably gets one but awwww ❤️🥰❤️ I love it ❤️ it’s an end of year gift

It has my schools name and emblem on the front ❤️ (I love my school)

I miss them. I miss their faces. I miss my coworkers too!! All my teachers

Those kids … they had no idea they were brightening my life… I had surgery in July and started the job in August … I didn’t tell any of them until later.

I was ?? Just kinda beat up when I went to work at the school… excited for the job though… and those kids – made every single day just amazing!!

We had bright amazing kids… they were sooo full of life and laughter Oh my god! – they were awesome ❤️ they took to me pretty quickly too!!

Those kids brought smiles to my face when it was fading ❤️ those kids made me feel like um?? I was needed and appreciated ❤️ before they even knew anything they were like that with me.

Anyway, one of my scars you can see – just always. You can’t really hide it… so whatever … kids ask you things point blank lol

I have a little story I like to pretend with…

Oh that scar? Yeah I’m actually this total bad ass so I had to take down some villains lol … they never believe me lol

They wanted to know so I quickly just said I had surgery, had cancer, am good now- no more cancer

Lol I say it really quick fast and sort of mumbled lol … I hate saying!!! So I just wanna get it out and over with really fast!!

Meanwhile they sit there stunned with their mouths open and then I get bombarded with questions 😮😳😄 oh yeah I forgot my kids do that stuff too lol

I keep it vague and general. I don’t want to say too much to them. They know the basics, they don’t need further details

I was sick, they cut me, took out the sick- all better lol ✌️

And also… I am an ace at distraction… I am funny so I lead them away from that convo with humor lol 😄✌️ they get all mad cause they wanna know lol . But that’s pretty much it

Oh look the bell rang lol they always made me laugh

All those kids were really amazing to me!! I was really impressed by all of them

I really hope the best for them!! I miss them very much

Every day they wanna help me or talk to me… some even would greet me in the hallway when I got to work lol

The smiles on their faces… they were really funny- such great personalities!! Nice job to those parents!! And I hope those kids keep believing in themselves!

One time I called out – just once … lol when I came back the next day ,.. the minute I walked in the door – “where were you?? Where have you been? We missed you!” Lol … I didn’t get clearance evidentially lol … I was told I am not allowed to take anymore days off lol

I enjoyed them just as much as they enjoyed me… they made a ripple in my life… those moments were very hard for me… But these kids… they gave me life back with their energy and they brought my smile back … I had amazing kids!! They had no idea what I just walked out of. They have no idea the impact they made on my life this year. I never expected that. I did not see that coming – but I was blessed by that!! I didn’t expect them to be so amazing

Anyway- I miss them. I hope they are well – and I hope maybe my influence will ripple to them? I hope they remember my words – I hope they keep focused, and I hope they believe in themselves!!

I really had the best group of kids ever!! All of em!! I was very impressed.

K through 12 … they were all amazing!!

So anyway.. that was a nice thank you. Boy will I remember this year and all of them ✌️ I hope they remember me – I hope I made an impact too!!

I pushed them all the time to believe in themselves and have strength – I pushed that heavy…. so I hope they remember that.

Anyway… so I just showered .. oh yeah!!! And I get to work tmrw!! Woo hoo!! Just a few hours – but I’ll take it. Yes please lol

My school kids used to laugh at me with that second job at the funeral home lol…

They would always say,.. that does not seem like a job that would fit you lol

Lol they say that cause I smile a lot and ya know I joke around. Lol … I seem too happy to be doing that job to them

But they also didn’t think I fit in with the police lol …

I am very girly – dainty-ish? Lol … the police used me for PR events… I make a real good impression… also I have zero fear of public speaking… I can absolutely handle a crowd – zero fear of that. I command that shit lol ✌️

So I did assemblies at schools for things, or law enforcement awards, parades, whatever … I also worked in the office. I did have a uniform lol

Anyway they didn’t think I belonged with the police either lol – I am not tough.

They also didn’t think I looked like a mom 😄😄… one day one said omg you are a mom, you don’t look like a mom ?? 😳 umm I don’t?? Lol – I don’t understand what a mom looks like but whatever lol

They only liked me working there with them… I wasn’t allowed to miss days and I couldn’t leave lol

They made me feel very needed and appreciated. They made me laugh literally every day!!

Anyway… I just keep thinking of them tonight.

Well I’m gonna read for a bit and go to bed… tmrw is Friday… woo hoo – I do have to work a little though, so it may be delayed by a little bit.

Have a good night ✌️

Ps… I pick this song for my school kids tonight ❤️ I hope they climb really high!! 🙏

www.youtube.com/watch