How it goes

I’m really tired – every single part of me is tired. Inside and out…

I just showered, just ate, and I have to go to bed. Tmrw will be really hectic.

The whole ride home tonight, all I could think of was melting into my bed?? I just kept thinking of wanting that so badly lol

Once I climb in bed it’s gonna be all over… I will just melt right in!!

I was not expecting today 😳😄✌️ that was just out of left field – is has been so quiet until now.

Ok … communication would be nice – they are a little lacking on that occasionally ✌️

I love my new pin! ❤️ that is so awesome ❤️ that really made my morning … made me smile and it was thoughtful …

I definitely need that protection!!! That was just really nice. I will totally be wearing it everyday lol

That was really sweet and really funny… and the perfect thing ❤️ – like she mind reads or something

My neighbor came over for a quick second when I got home from work… she ask me how day was… lol

I told her and what’s going on and she’s like 😮… aren’t you scared?

Well uhh yeah… but I don’t have a choice… I really don’t … what am I just gonna stay home until when? How much longer?? I won’t have a home if keeps going. I also have my daughter to feed and take care of… so ya know… I don’t have a choice.

They opening up anyway,.. if a second wave is going to come – it’s gonna come… I’m just gonna have to hope it be ok. If it’s not, life goes on

Every time things happen in my life , there is a purpose for it… I was meant to be in all these place at these moments for these events ?? So whatever is meant to be, will be. There’s a purpose – that’s what I believe anyway

And with the economy … we need to be back to work… how else are we going to live? And digging out is going to be horrible… so what’s gonna happen is going to happen.

I don’t know which I fear more? The virus itself? Or not surviving ?? Ugghhh I don’t like that thought 😝 I don’t like either one… it’s a matter of picking your poison 😝😝😝 or is it? Cause that’s not much of a choice 🤨 would you like to be damned or really damned? 🤨 what kinda choice is that??

Bleh!!!

Let’s change subjects – I don’t like that one anymore!

Umm … oh yeah… at some point this afternoon … a car pulled into my parking lot…

The man got out and he reminded me of my dad… 😮… and then the woman steps out and she’s got red hair exactly the same as my mother 😮… ok that is totally just a coincidence right?? Whatever

So I watch what they doing… they took out 2 camping folding chairs, set them up, and sat down to have lunch in my parking lot lol

My parents used to pack a cooler, take us to Cabella’s and then have a picnic in the parking lot 😳❤️😮

You have no idea how badly I wanted to open up my door and say “Mom? Dad?” Lol ❤️

It was kind of surreal? Cause they looked really similar and they doing same kinda things ?? Was just weird – Made me think of my parents

They caught my eye today.

Anyway – I haven’t read any posts yet, I’m really far behind. I never gonna catch up!! I really don’t think I can keep my eyes open at this moment ?

I actually just crawled into bed, and I’m kinda melting in… is like heaven ❤️

I’m going to bed really early… is only 7:45pm here… but I’m so tired I am struggling to keep eyes open and tmrw will be crazy – I am gonna need to have energy.

Ok so tmrw is coming 😳

Gnite ✌️