Things I forget

Ugh 🤨😑 I am not a fan of selfie pictures … I like being behind the camera not in front…

One of my friends texts and says miss your face and begs me for a photo… so I smiled and sent that …

To which the reply was … oh yeah I forgot you got new breasts 😳 totally wasn’t even on my mind… now it is

Not a big deal… I just wasn’t thinking of that – my mind was no where near that lol

Ok. Well then.

There IS a slight difference … I’ve always been slender – and I was more normally proportional then? I went up a little bit lol …

I haven’t been properly fitted yet… no idea on the size?? and I’ve been going braless lol (I wear tank tops and shirts just FYI) I am not topless lol

I forget about that now, and when someone hasn’t seen me for awhile… I just forget about it… it doesn’t cross my mind unless someone points it out

But I’ve always liked being behind the camera even before.

Sometimes I take pictures to keep for myself to remind I was young once lol … later when I’m really old I will be like ooohhh look how young I was lol

No one ever sees those – those are only for me. I don’t post on Facebook either (or even go on) – even though people drive me crazy to do so… I’m just not there.

They have always gotten mad at me for how I post MY pictures lol …

When I first joined … they bugged me for a year or 2 about putting up a profile picture “so people know who you are” they say lol 🤨 …you should know me already if you on my Facebook lol – I was also protective with that. Lol ✌️

So I would take thousands of one picture and make a smiley face with it lol … there … it has thousands tiny pictures of me in a smiley face – “profile pic” lol …

They did not like that because they can’t see the picture lol

Then I tried warping the picture and discoloring it… and they still didn’t like that 😄 I don’t know why such a big deal …

Finally I put a picture of myself up… when I was 5 😄😄 … they groaned but accepted lol ❤️ that’s what’s there now – but I never go on

That’s all my family and dearest friends. They want to see me – but I am not ready.

And I don’t really like attention like that… I need a break from that

I am uncomfortable with the comments … and then boobs Oh my god! Yeah so there will be no pictures lol

I have a friend who drives me crazy… anytime I say anything … he texts back “pics or it didn’t happen” 🤨😄

Makes me laugh though.

Pictures are ok, I guess but I just don’t share them usually. Not the ones of me.

I do with my brother or sometimes really close friends… or people I miss – but even that’s kinda rare right now… I just went silent. Been really quiet. Just letting dust settle

I forgot about that. So ok.

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… I am writing this post and my daughter is singing “I want it that way” cause last week that was my jam lol. (She is totally into singing it right now lol ❤️ with emotion lol)

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It’s just funny cause she doesn’t like my songs and then steals them lol interesting lol 😄❤️

One day… she was on the phone with all her friends and I walked by singing this…

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Her friends heard me and then the rest of the day they all couldn’t stop singing that 😄😄 it was funny… that was a funny thing for us years ago