Mmmm drop (lol❤️)

I have so much on my mind tonight.

I am trying to learn something, and I kind of have a grasp but very loosely. So I keep thinking and trying to hold on to that grasp… I think I can see? … yes I am being cryptic. I don’t wanna say, cause I haven’t learned yet. So we see

And then … I have something I feel REALLY strongly on… I wanna say something… I do have the freedom of speech… so I could do that. Censoring myself for the moment. I will think of my words, and may just keep to myself anyway – cause what’s that gonna do? What a mess

Whatever

Country boy texted me… so I feel pressure there tonight too… he said something about coming over when this is over … ok no … not happening – that made me “instantly” remember everything and feel that really sharp twinge … nope I don’t want you to come over.

I haven’t responded… I just went silent. It was too much.

I guess I will eventually. I’m thinking of my words. It just hit me wrong. I didn’t like feeling that twinge. So just thinking about my words

So just a million thoughts in my head tonight.

On a bright note… I love the Beastie Boys … I dunno? I just have always adored them ❤️ I love their vibe and the music always – right from the beginning … I miss them

I have all their music in my playlists lol … every single playlist has a song from them. I’ve even snuck a song or 2 into my daughters playlist lol 😄✌️

She doesn’t like them … she calls them “the angry poets” 😄😄🙄 … she always tries to change it when they come on… I beg …please just one song lol

She will usually let me have it. But just one lol

I was thinking oh I should share my favorite song – but I don’t know which one that is??? I have several!!! They just make me smile… and some of those songs have memories of funny things attached to them ❤️

The songs I play the most are…

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I like that one because I dunno? I like the hardness?

I like this one too…

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I sing that one to the kids when they go to ask me something 😄😄❤️ I love when when I get to do that lol … ahhh parenting joys ❤️😄✌️

This next one reminds me of my boys… I used to play the Beastie Boys constantly when I would be cleaning the house or in the car… once someone came to the door and me and my oldest answered the door… he was maybe 11? And it was some young kid selling magazines – but he was so taken by the fact we had the Beastie Boys playing – he turned to my son and said … you have a really cool mom, she likes the Beastie Boys! Lol … my son smiled and agreed cause yeah – I was/am a cool mom ❤️ lol ✌️

.. and then this song when my 18 was a little boy – in the car he would make me turn it up really loud when they would say “mmmm drop” 😄😄❤️ so I just always remember that ❤️…. even now in the car without them – I still like to turn it up really loud on that moment lol … ❤️

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Anyway… the only reason I say something is … I went to open YouTube earlier and saw this right up top!!! 😮 it completely took my attention!!!

Awww ❤️❤️❤️ I wanna see this ❤️❤️❤️ can’t wait!!!!!!! …

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I love how music can take you away ❤️✌️