Just stuff…

Ahh… I am busy today!! Every time I try to do something someone calls! And I have actual stuff to do.

Also one of my elderly people needs help today – she needs food. I can’t say no… if that were my mom I would want someone to care for her, help her. She doesn’t have anyone else – just me… her family is not close and she’s in her 80’s… which is why I always brought her the extra food and stuff, and also she’s lonely so I always would visit.

So… I have some extra food that can last her a little while (soups and stuff) – and I can give her some of the meals I made yesterday.

She wants me to visit but I told her not a good idea for right now … we can visit on the phone later… so I’ll just go drop that off on her porch. I will do that shortly.

I can just let her suffer – sorry I can’t – I’ll still stay isolated and keep her isolated, but I have to help her. She was in tears – I don’t want her all upset or suffering like that.

I already feel bad I can’t visit – I feel like I’m punishing her by saying no – but I’m just protecting her… you don’t realize what you have til it’s gone… although I always loved being there for all my people – and I always realized how important they are to me… cause I sincerely loved seeing them and spending time with them… I just never thought it would be taken away like this. You just never thought THIS could happen

I really miss taking care of people. It’s a pull. I miss my people VERY much… But anyway… I’ll be careful and stay away from everyone. ☹️ just dropping off for her.

Evidentially our presidential choices are going to be Trump or Biden… Bernie Sanders just dropped out today.

And today looks like another absolutely beautiful day!! Woo hoo!! ❤️☀️

I’m thinking summer clothes ❤️ YAY!!! It’s already decent temperature out, only to get warmer as day goes on.

Ok – I have stuff to do today ❤️

** I really miss my people ☹️ I want my people back! (I know I can’t have them back yet, but I miss them greatly!! More than I can ever put into words)

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