Today wasnāt too bad… didnāt like that one call because I couldnāt help… I would prefer to help.
Once again I was tired when I got home… so this time I jumped in the shower as soon as I came home… ābeforeā sitting down… much better!!
So… ya know – Iām at home, after a hard long day … I took my shower… threw on a T-shirt and thatās it… turned down my bed … and started to melt into bed …
And there is a knock at the door šš® Oh my god! Itās a person … at my door!!! (I am way out in the country – who is coming to my door?)
I forgot completely that my landlord was having someone fix stuff for me this week… omg … I didnāt know they be coming over after work!! I was taken by surprise and not expecting at all!!!
So I cracked the door – again like a weirdo cause Iām not wearing pants … so I peeked out keeping the rest of me behind the door and said um hello?
And he starts in… hey so I did this to this, and fixed this
Being all technical 𤨅 I dunno what heās saying … itās like hearing Charlie Browns teacher … are things fixed ? Yes or no lol
And then he says… can I just come in and show you š³
Then I canāt speak and I donāt know what to say – I was caught completely off guard and lately – I am not āpeoplingā correctly
So I said umm yeah but hang on … let me run to my room and put pants on
Omg!!!! I am sooo embarrassed lol … I never darted down the hallway so fast ever!!!
Note to self… must remember pants when at home – just incase of people lol …Oh my god! Hello!! Isolating here!
So whatever – I come out and heās in the kitchen and same thing… he is full on giving me technical explanations š¤Øš
Ok well whatever, so I just looked like I was listening … uh huh, ok yup… alright …so itās not fixed? Lol
Oh so I dunno… he tell me he come back tmrw š¤Øš whatever
All that electrical stuff – I donāt know anything about… he could be speaking a foreign language for all I know – I donāt do electrical – I also do not LOOK like I know electrical… I am the epitome of girly girl lol
And I just am tired and worked all day long… I just wanted to be without my pants – I wanted to relax and chill…
I was not expecting a lesson on the inner workings of electrical wiring 𤨠I did not understand one word other than he was coming back tmrw morning …
I wanted to say … ok what time? So I can have pants on lol… Oh my god!
I totally did not say that – but I am losing all my people skills š®š³
I say that ALL the time!! “What time? I need to make sure I’m out of bed and have clothes on.”
I’m lucky to have a 5×7 peep door in my door. But with my security door, people can’t see inside anyway. And I’ve accepted Amazon pkgs in a towel. Life is sometimes easy when you’re not attractive.
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Hahaha!! Right – I should have – but Iām gonna shower in a second anyway so Iāll make sure I have pants on and fully dressed today … so much for isolation š¤Ø
I do not have a peep hole … my door is weird… but wish I had one. Is ok I am in the country and usually I donāt get visitors or solicitors.
Oh my god! I had just taken a shower myself!!! Thank GOD, I was not in a towel š® … I, for sure, would have had a heart attack!! Lol I would not have opened the door and been an even bigger weirdo shouting through the door – let me put clothes on šš Oh my god! Thank god that did NOT happen… but the thought is kinda humorous
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This totally reminds me of how bad I am at people skills in real time! Being an introvert, after sometime you get used to it you know… I strangely find it totally not in peace by going to get togethers!
Anyway, I enjoyed reading your post š
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Well I am NORMALLY āoutwardlyā social… but only surfacely…
Otherwise I am a massive introvert and I do not trust people. Now more than ever – before this whole world wide thing … I went through a lot of stuff
But I have always disliked crowded places – like to be away from people Etc etc
I am an outwardly social introvert … I moved around constantly as a kid so I always had to fit in and make friends quick and then moved…
So I have social skills … and people tend to be drawn to me CONSTANTLY!!! I am pretty but then also I have a calm comforting and gentle personality in real life… so people are just always coming to me…
I run from that, I run from attention – lol
While I can be social – to know me … I want my peace āļø
But now with all this world wide stuff happening … my people skills are out the window lol … now the introverted ness is removing all that outwardly socialness lol … and suddenly I just canāt not interact correctly
Thank you for reading and happy you enjoyed ā¤ļøāļø
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