Hello again… I am at the funeral home again today! All by myself…
When I got ready this morning … hmm well I am by myself – I’m not getting out at all… and no one sees me…
So I dunno, thought I would be little adventurous by myself for myself…
I’m a little modest, and extremely protective – BUT… if no ones gonna see me – and I don’t usually get to work except on the weekends here at the funeral home – and I’m all tucked away from the world… I just felt like have fun with it … live a little, before I go back to isolation tmrw…
So I dolled up… did my make up all perfect … I am wearing my black pants, and my black knee high boots… and typically I wear a nice conservative shirt or blouse… but not today!
No ones gonna see me lol… so screw it … I don’t HAVE to be all modest and overly protective … I can be free for a minute and what better time right?
I have a REALLY hot low cut top on lol… yeah for me that’s not normal!!
You can see that one scar … it kinda looks like I had open heart surgery or was in a knife fight lol
My scar is still kinda purple 🤨… so very noticeable.
But again no one sees me, and I look pretty hot today otherwise so … woo hoo! No one will ever see lol ❤️
I did that for me, to live for a moment, not how I usually do… and I can feel safe still ❤️ …and be all hot – I’m kinda delighted
I still have my black funeral home jacket… so if anyone ever came I can cover up and still no one knows or will ever see. And while I am here all by myself – I can feel amazing …
I look all good, I will have my music … I’m gonna enjoy my day while I can… I’m breathing ❤️
I would never ever look like this in public – Oh my god! Nope!!! – that would be way too overwhelming – but for myself … I like it ❤️ – as long as no one can see lol
I feel good today. It’s the little things. ❤️
I don’t like to draw ANY attention… I prefer to blend in and not be noticed – I have issues with that in general…
I am always noticed normally so if I were to ever step out like this… omg … just that thought overwhelms me!! I already ran from people before this! I don’t feel safe by myself.
When I was married I was kinda tucked away… now I am not and it’s too much.
When my boys were in high school and I would go pick them up… one of them used to say all the time – “stay in the car mum, don’t get out of the car” lol …
So I would stay in the car and just wait for him … until one day he brought home a progress report that was not a good grade …
The next day I had to pick him up… I got out of the car lol … I was just in shorts and tank top cause was hot outside – but I never saw a teenage boy move so quickly lol
Ahhhh so that’s how to get him to hustle lol … he was soo mad at me lol …
But I will tell you… straight A’s ever since then 😄😄 so I went back to staying in the car 😄😄❤️ I love that story ❤️
One time with that same son, we were up at his high school… and he was in the office and I was just waiting outside and one of my police officers texted and said … hey, whatcha doin?
I said “I’m up at the high school with my son, I just waiting”
He says … oh cool, ya want me to swing by and say hello?
🤨 ughhh are you working? Are you in a police vehicle?
He said yeah
Nope… do NOT come by!!! Oh my god! Nothing attracts attention more than a police car at a high school Oh my god! My son would kill me lol
The son I speak of is my middle child – he has my umm … don’t draw attention and kinda shy with people trait ?
We like to fly under the radar mostly. Is more peaceful that way.
Alright … gonna put on my music, finish my stuff and chill with my hot self lol kidding but am delighted at this moment so running with it! ✌️
Learning Life 
Loved the story how the kid got straight A’s ! Enjoyed reading it! 😊 Looking forward to reading more of your posts 👍
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Lol thank you … yeah he was C’s and D’s – that was his freshman year… I told him … you want me to stay in the car? – get those grades up and you won’t have to worry lol … it was brilliant, if I do say so! Lol ✌️ …totally would have done sooner if I knew was gonna work like that lol
Creative parenting lol … you just have to find which kid has which button.
My other boy always got good grades – and was a really good kid… but once in the 6th grade got in trouble at school and got a detention slip to be signed… he was terrified to tell me – so instead this kid decides he would take a permission slip I had signed for a “field trip” and forge my signature 🤨 … Thinking he solved his own problem – I get a call from the school … we need to speak to you – can you come in? Yes I can… so I went in the following morning
They placed the field trip permission slip in front of me… did you sign this?
Yes I did
Then they placed the forged detention slip in front of me 🤨
Did you sign this?
No I did not 🤨 … my signature and handwriting is beautiful and it flows … whoever signed this one had a shaky hand and it looked like crap lol
So they informed me of this and I said ok … let me handle this… does he know you called me into the school?
No he doesn’t know you are here…
Ok… do NOT tell him I ever came in, or know… put pressure on him to have another detention slip turned in… let me parent on this one… they said ok
So they kept up the pressure at school – kept asking for another slip to be signed
And then at home, I rubbed it in thick… I’m am so glad I have a son who is so honest and trustworthy, I can really depend on you… stuff like that…
So he was getting pressure from school, and then guilt off of me… until a week later he just came to me in tears and crying and all upset …
So I brought him to the room sat him on the bed and said “ok stop… how do you feel at this very moment?” He felt horrible and awful and all of it, he had a lot of pressure right there …
So I told him “Look I am your mother… I will have your back through thick and thin and do anything for you – I will stand up for you, but you have to let me know what’s going on – not have me find out – and if you gonna lie or forge a signature and I’m gonna be a deer in headlights – guess who’s coming under the bus with me”
If you want me to have your back – I need to trust you will be honest and not afraid to come to me. If you had simply told me about the detention – we could have discussed it and dealt with it, sure I might have been disappointed but way less than I was learning you forged my signature.
The school told me a week ago, I already knew – I told them to keep laying the pressure on you … I wanted you to feel this lesson so would remember this lesson. Do not lie or ever forge anything again… life itself will not be so forgiving
If I had only gotten mad and yelled at him or punished him – it would not be a memorable lesson – he was a kid that needed to “feel” his lessons
He never ever lied and always told me the truth on everything after that… even in high school – I never had another problem after that
But all my kids are different – those are my 2 boys
I am still raising a girl and so far I haven’t had to lay out any lessons lol – perhaps she’s been warned lol ✌️😄 kidding – she’s a good girl very happy and bubbly and honest
I am REALLY close with my kids even now. We laugh now and those are some of my favorite stories ❤️ I love being a parent – challenging but rewarding if you do it right… and again what worked on one – would not have worked on the other one … so you just have to know what their learning style is and what will motivate
Thank you ✌️(I’m not very conventional)
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Oh my God this is such a sweet, great story! All it takes is one good lesson to learn isn’t it? 🙂 I don’t have kids yet but I remember my childhood, my mom, she wouldn’t get angry and shout ever. She used to do similar things to make me and my sister understand what the mistake was, how it affects and such.
And I’m so surprised and touched that you shared it with me💜😊 It must have taken lot of time to type it!
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Exactly! I would rather teach them so they know and understand.
lol – I am a novel writer – not professionally – just wordy lol 😄✌️I was on lunch
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GO, YOU!!!
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It was really nice – I felt good for myself and at the same time “safe” because no one could see me- it was bad ass!!
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