Bathrooms 🤨

Today we implemented new rules at school … ehhhhh … is not getting the greatest reception … and I have no idea how this is going to work. Gonna take awhile for the kids to get used to…

Ugh … I don’t actually like the new rules myself!!

We now have new bathroom rules 🤨…

We had issues with kids wanting to hang out in the bathrooms… and we can’t have that being a hang out … and we had other issues with bathrooms too…

And on top of that we have transgender or kids who do not want a gender

There is a lot

So… down came new bathroom rules 🤨

No more boys or girls bathrooms … is now one person at a time and can use whichever bathroom 🤨

I even hate going to bathroom now!! And we have to be washing hands all the time with this stupid corona virus thing 🤨

There were just lines at bathrooms all day and some liked it and some complained lol

I did not like it… but whatever not for me to say… just saying my own personal opinion here – I do not like it.

We also got a huge giant delivery of Clorox wipes today and we have to wipe everything down several times a day (just to be clean and safe)

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So yeah… today was a thing 🤨

Today was high school, so tmrw we have to go over this all over again with elementary and middle 🤨 … this is going to be a fun week. 🤨

And so far with high school 🤨 I’ve had to be kinda monitoring those bathrooms all day long!!! Some didn’t understand the locks… so were just totally confused, some didn’t like it at all, and some were ok with it.

This bathroom thing made my job hard today!! I did not love this new bathroom thing.

So tmrw with elementary and middle … I am expecting my job to be just as hard, if not harder 🤨

But whatever – fricken bathroom drama 🤨

So this week will be interesting to say the least 🤨 … yeah I have little groany faces all over this subject because – I just don’t like the whole thing! But whatever … gotta have some bad parts to a job I suppose 🤨 that is definitely one for me!!!

So whatever – is what is… we will see how goes 🤨✌️

And ya know since last week – I keep thinking about that middle school girl… the one who said her therapist said meet one new person every week…

Well I mentioned that to my oldest son and he said she probably has depression? That’s usually what they do to break them out of a shell? – that’s what he thought when I mentioned her…

She didn’t seem depressed to me… but then she does strike me as a loner type (I am kinda like that myself) … I also have a shell 🐚…

But I was really impressed by her last week the way she had introduced herself so confidently and matter of factly… like she had no fear… she did have a shyness so she was probably trying to be confident – she did an amazing job with it…

But I keep thinking of her words – meet one new person everyday… it’s not really what she said … but even if you take it as … have one new experience every day…

If her issue was people… mine is experiences … she could possibly fear people’s judgements and maybe that’s why therapist wants her to put herself out there?

I don’t fear judgements – could care less on that… but I do fear things from my prior experiences which is what holds me back myself … or makes me only want peace…

So maybe I could try one new experience … every so often… maybe not everyday lol… let me absorb slowly until I get to everyday lol … and I will have to think about what experiences to try??

She definitely made me think though.

Alright have to go to bed now!! More bathroom stuff tmrw 🤨 what a load of … lol kidding

Gnite ✌️

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  1. Do what you can do! I have zero shyness (less than zero) but still suffer from depression. Strangers (I prefer “15min friends”) think I’m still an uber extrovert. They don’t know that an hour of being out in the world now requires 3 days to recover.

    But Life is about experiences so grab all you can!!

    If bathrooms changes are the worst you have to de as l with, you’rd doing pretty well! I suspect the younger kids will be more chill.

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    1. Totally get it… I have my own pull back moments as well… if I ever go quiet – it’s because I need a quick minute to absorb and process or something major happened and I am coping. This is probably a symptom of the PTSD?

      And yup I agree… I do “try” to experience and I “want” to… however I am working through fear on couple things … and so… I tend to say I’m not ready ALOT!!

      Trying to learn how NOT to do that lol – it’s hard though – cause I’m not ready just yet. But then I get mad at that also cause then when will I be?? Time is a luxury that does not wait… so I do want to finally be ready … but currently still healing little bit… was a lot to go through like that.

      Ha! Well younger kids were little easier “we think”

      This is still gonna be difficult.

      I think I will hold it til I get home lol 😄✌️- note to self… do NOT drink tons of coffee at work lol 😄

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      1. Yeah, I can state a good theory but can’t follow it myself. I realized I was going into an anxiety attack and instead of going to the vet’s fot more special food for Adam, I let him have a can of tuna while I went back to bed.

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