What’s in the box???

So far so good, I am moving forward-“ish” so let’s just say that… I am working on many things. I don’t want to talk about that stuff right now…

In the meantime, I am surviving… this week I have to house sit for a man I know. I know him pretty well. (I think?) We are good friends.

We are just friends at this point – I don’t think we would do well in any kind of relationship other than friendship. Although I know he does feel something for me, I know he cares about me… we are just too different. WAY off the scales different. I’ve just always accepted him the way he is, as is, and I’m a really good friend.

I am a traditional woman- I like safety and security… if I’m going to have anything with anyone, I want something specific. I am quiet and private… definitely NOT showy or extravagant… I like peace. Hate attention! Run from attention – avoid it at all costs!

He is VERY different than that, he is not traditional, he is spontaneous, he is showy and extravagant … just completely different worlds. He finds peace boring and loves attention, craves attention, and runs towards attention! Lol – loves the limelight.

Relationship-wise… I dunno… like I said – we are too different and then plus I’m really guarded there – I am not ready. I don’t trust right now. I like just a friendship. (No benefits sorry) just friendship

We do well as friends… is perfect just as friends – nothing else. He totally knows how completely different we are, but he doesn’t have to be “on” all the time with me… and he can speak honestly without judgement, so I think he oddly likes that a lot? I am just peaceful and calm – I don’t ask, expect or demand anything from him. He trusts me.

The friendship works really good like that – but anything besides normal friends – ohhh I don’t think be good idea

I just think he would be too much for me.

Anyway, he is going away this week (on Thursday) and asked me if I could stay at his house and watch his dogs. So ok, I like to help friends and people… sure

He texted me last night after I was sleeping already… and said in his bedside table – there is a box wrapped in an envelope… money in envelope is for helping, and gas and food…

And then he said he got me something … “inside the box is something for me” 😳

A box small enough to fit in a night stand drawer – I have no idea what to expect

So I will find out on Thursday what it is 😳 slightly nervous! Only because he is REALLY “spontaneous” and flashy… so I have no idea what to expect.

He didn’t have to get me anything… I don’t expect that. I’m a little nervous with this.

Ok well – I guess I have to wait until Thursday 😳