Well …

So I booked my imaging for my breasts – so that’s scheduled for about 2 weeks from now

I tried to schedule the blood tests – but everything was automated and fuck that – nope 👎 live person or nothing … so I guess that one is nothing

Nothing you can say will change my mind – if you a medical professional – then be present – if not …you a quack and I’m not gonna deal with that.

So that’s a NO

Whatever – I’ll go do the breasts and take it from there … of course people are present when it’s about breasts 🙄

When is about anything else – computer automation and fuck that shit – no no and no – I do not join the world with that… be present or I’m not dealing with it – whatever

It did not let me speak to someone so nope 👎 I’m good

So I’ll do the breasts, since they were “present” and spoke to me and tell me things … blood 🩸 yeah screw the automation shit – I’m not that type of patient ✌️ take your automation and shove it!

So there is that

And then secondly – I give up … if you try to come close to me, I am the type – I say whirlwind … because I am full of life and I am present – also like I tell you … I have a life spirit 🙌

https://youtu.be/vUdloUqZa7w?si=2B1xJJnwK0De5nrH

So you just can’t come close to me.

But I like him – and I don’t really want to admit this, but I do trust him… he’s very sweet thoughtful and kind

He knows about my medical things, my satan things and little bit with work … and tonight he said you are just the way you are because what you experience, but whatever you need – you just say the word.

Also… he speaks to me real? Is different

He’s kind and has a good heart – which I am surprised by … only because of his professions – which I don’t like or trust lol 😘

He is former politician turned lawyer lol … I do not like either of those lol … both are slimy professions … you can not have a good politician or a good lawyer … and by that I mean morals and human kindness – but he does ?? He’s not dirty or a liar

He went through a lot too as a politician … cause you know – people be brutal – I am brutal with that, cause usually they suck 😘

And lawyers – don’t get me started – dirty dirty dirty – yeah I’m calling lawyers out – but also politicians – sorry – what I experience ✌️ dirty dirty dirty

But he isn’t – or doesn’t seem that way yet

I’m still watching, I still have guard up because I just want to make sure is not manipulating – since is a former politician turned lawyer … but he does not come across with an air about him. So ok – we see

Anyway… he has fallen so we will see what happens

https://youtu.be/QyVLAjabUGE?si=_Cj65yjlJlg48c8T

https://youtu.be/UeyRvNFJgL0?si=q4v43-T3W1LWcVRO

Careful – if you think you can come close, you better have heart – or don’t bother

Don’t fuck it up

So we see – welcome to my life

https://youtu.be/YBcdt6DsLQA?si=rgKwvS5WrGiQxLzb

https://youtu.be/TUVcZfQe-Kw?si=2NttBsce9vIpggW2

Careful – I levitate 💋✌️I am that type – I make you wish for that … why I always say “careful”

I make you feel alive when you are around me – I make you feel life – I have an excitement that is contagious 😷 wear your mask lol ✌️

Like I say – life spirit

Whirlwind 🤷‍♀️

I even tell him about the quiet 🤐 cause that’s a weird thing – but you should know what comes at you ✌️ I will go quiet if is too much so step carefully – one false move – ya know?

I knew him from a long time ago … when he was a politician – but only as an acquaintance, I didn’t actually know him and at time I was still married to satan… our conversations are easy … and is like being teenagers ? We laughed alot – we went to dinner tonight – he would not let me pay for anything

Anyway.

We see … ya know … takes time

https://youtu.be/8tI1_KlO6xI?si=g6ZKlb1QiBeeokoO

❤️ thank you for your music Boy George ❤️ I love all your songs – not that you read this … but just incase lol ✌️

My parents bought me Colour by Numbers (btw it shows I spelled color wrong lol) 😄😄

Well my DAD LOVED his songs

At the time we had a brand new Pontiac Firebird with the bird on the hood – electric blue with gray interior

Every Sunday we would take “Sunday Drives” lol and he would pop my tape in – and BLARE it!! Lol

I would slink down in the seat so no one could see me lol … cause omg my parents can NOT be blaring Culture Club – but they did and loved him – I do too … beautiful music – beautiful memories thank you ❤️

https://youtu.be/JmcA9LIIXWw?si=Qj_zXq7NTNoqQYMZ

It didn’t matter who were or what looked like or anything else – the music was awesome ❤️ thank you ❤️

https://youtu.be/2nXGPZaTKik?si=_GZjFOp-c1EPbJJs

https://youtu.be/hFVuuRxM2VU?si=7YfCyV1NU6kKuhWx

https://youtu.be/YewVugPHon4?si=FF1Iyd9x9ZbEtRNa

Ya know what – I will just end up playing that entire album ❤️😄 because I don’t want to stop lol

But one more thing before I go to sleep …

This morning – we all got yelled at because of something that my market has issues with – I had never seen that before 😮

But later in the day – someone called me from corporate.. but they were calling for my coworker – not me… because they were installing something

But when I was the one who answered – they seemed nervous but very sweet – seemed a little afraid ?? You don’t have to be scared of me at work lol – was cute though ❤️

She was very professional and did not vary from her job … so I stopped her and said “hey thank you for all you do” cause they help us…

My coworker was out so she had to call back and told my coworker about me lol 😄😄 and my coworker said “yeah she’s really sweet and helpful”

But I kind thought that was little sad – just because I only said small little words .. but the world doesn’t usually do that… so it made impact ❤️

Be present with people – you will see

https://youtu.be/5B1QTEGL3t0?si=izxZDtoLzsYwSZis