Convos

I am in bed now, we gonna watch a movie – she is picking. Still little light headed? But better.

I’m not eating that again.

It was busier than normal today…

I’m a little tired.

After work one of my friends called me

I guess just to check on me…but he likes to chit chat lol … catch up… I haven’t talked to him in um? Months? I haven’t seen anyone

He was talking about the gas and a ton of things…

I had to tell him… I don’t watch the news, I stay away from social media, I read things here and there but that’s it. So I don’t know trends or whatever else … He knows everything that’s going on lol … I just wanna be done with it. If I take all that in – oh boy would be so overwhelmed. Is too much. I just wanna focus on getting through this.

He knows I am little sensitive with being overwhelmed … I want to avoid it – so I kinda just block out. ?

I have this thing… with having peace ??? I kinda still need it. So ya know? Just coping how able

Anyway, we talked about the gas, I forgot to look and didn’t wanna stop. (I have to go to store too, but I just wanted to get home.)

He was telling me about his ex… he always talks about her… I don’t mind – I like to listen… she was his one… he’s an idiot for letting her go. Now he misses her … she was his one… they did fit perfect

He’s just a cool friend who gets me … not interested though

He a friend you can pick up where you left off with also… I talk to him every couple weeks/months …

He is a story teller kinda like me? Our days are like stories lol … so I get to hear stories and then share my own – I like that – is fun

He’s only a friend … I don’t see him any other way.

He asked me is I was seeing anyone?

That question just makes me squirm … I don’t wanna talk about that stuff …

But told the story about country boy… quickly and glossed over – cause let’s change subjects

I don’t like talking about that stuff … he does and he talks about his… but I just like more privacy. Not that there is anything there – but distance – I feel more comfortable. I want nothing to do with being hit on! Or sending wrong message … so the distance in areas, is just better

I am always honest with him, but I also prefer the privacy and distance. I don’t want to have to worry.

I don’t really want to think about dating at all right now ? So I would rather not add to the pile

But we had a good talk… we are both funny… sometimes he’s chatty …sometimes me? So just a nice talk sharing stories

Anyway … gonna watch a movie with daughter and I’m gonna probably fall asleep – I’m really tired – I don’t know if I’m even gonna make it past the opening credits

Stay safe ✌️ Gnite

I was making her watch this lol… I LOVE THIS ❤️❤️❤️… kinda bad quality videos but I love this…

www.youtube.com/watch