Have just been kinda quiet today. I helped my neighbor with her weed wacking- you know… to prevent the rattlesnakes. 🐍 … so far I have not seen any… I walk around the grass very gingerly cause I’m very scared I’m gonna see one lol – I need to wear my thigh high boots when doing that lol … I don’t want anything biting me!! That is a funny mental image though
I also am pretty slow doing the weeds … I don’t have good breast muscle strength back yet – is just weird… I have to go slow… I can’t do anything heavy
At work last weekend – one of the coolers ran out of water – but I didn’t have the strength to lift it AT all… I had to leave a note – Hey… waters gone, needs to be replaced – I couldn’t lift it lol … but they know. So not a big deal. I just feel weird not having that strength… people have to help me with heavy things still
Not that I’ve ever been really overly strong 💪 lol … not a body builder lol … but I used to be able to do things
Anyway… helped her with that, went home for lunch … I kinda needed to lay down after lunch because I was over heating ? 😮 I did have a oversized T-shirt on and cute little sweats that are bedazzled lol 😄😄✌️ – it was hot and sunny ☀️
You kinda have to wear pants when doing that stuff Incase things fly out at you – and there are bugs and other things lol … but was sunny and hot… i was drinking water but still was overheating 🥵
So laid down for little while and cooled off… I changed into some little shorts and my bikini top… asked if she wanna take walk up road with me…
I have never seen past my home… the road keeps going but there is no outlet and I don’t know how far it goes? It’s all hilly and in the wilderness… I don’t usually go that way
So yeah, we again kept social distance both working in yard and walking – was a nice workout today with everything.
These are pics from the walk – Oh my god! It is soooo beautiful walking that way… I have never gone that way before cause I don’t know it and I am too wimpy to go by myself.
Ugh out here in the country – there are a lot of Trump supporters for some unknown reason – you see these banners sometimes 🤨😒 … I have not seen any for Biden… just Trump 🤨 … obviously I don’t like that lol ✌️ … but if you zoom in – this homestead likes Trump 🤨😝 … sorry if you are a fan – I am not
This next photo is just looking off over the hills, the town is off way far in the distance but you can’t really see it.
Yes we are walking in the middle of the road – there are rarely cars … and is so peaceful quiet you can hear cars coming so no issues with cars … I wish had horses though … how amazing it be to ride horses down these roads ❤️ I want a horse lol kidding – I couldn’t afford that … but dreams are nice ✌️
There are cows in this next photo lol… they had Bells 🔔 on and were moo’ing lol … I will zoom in for you… otherwise you probably won’t see them lol
They were really far away almost at top of hill.
As we were walking along, this house had horses…
I jokingly said “hello” to the horses and then this happened lol…
They came right over immediately when I said “hello”!!!! 😮😄❤️ Lol … well hello there … I couldn’t really get the greatest pic because the sun was just beaming – but whatever, you can see them lol
Anyway… then we came back and she asked if I wanted to sit and have a drink on the porch… so ok … had a drink and watched the sun go down. Then it got real cold and mosquitoes came 🤨… they like to eat me so I’m out lol
I went to scratch my back and it killed 🤨😮… came home and took off the bikini top 😮 oops 😳… got a little burnt … both on the back the boobs and the belly 😮 ok so am hot skinned and red awesome lol … whatever is what is.
Had a nice day. Laughed a lot. ❤️ saw beautiful things ❤️ was peaceful ❤️✌️ Needed that
I didn’t expect to hear anything from country boy… I just left it there this morning… I figured let him figure out his words or what he wants since I did that… if I didn’t hear from him at all – then whatever – bye
But then he texted… I was nervous to read it – kinda made me feel sick to open that. 😝 ok just give it to me… so I opened it…
He said he understands and that’s fine he doesn’t mind no sex. He just misses me, said I didn’t have to explain the way I feel he is ok with everything I said. 😮😮😮😮
Totally totally totally didn’t see that coming 😮😳
I just expected him to be like yeah not what I’m looking for, peace …I’m out lol
Ok so did not happen how I thought was gonna happen 😮 I am a little stunned – and I dunno? Now what do I do? 😳
Alright then 😳 so little thrown off by that. We hadn’t spoken in awhile until this whole coronavirus thing happened… so ya know… I just expected him to walk away. Would have been no big deal… he has not come back in close – just friendly… to walk away makes it easier on me – I wouldn’t have to deal, but he didn’t 😮
So now I’m just a little thrown off. Just a little. Really thought he would run the other way. So that’s interesting. Just wrapping my brain around that one. Still cautious…
I am still cautious … but ya know, I said what I had to say… and he’s fine with it. Ok 😳
Still kinda absorbing that.
Anyway… been quite the day. I’m still a little quiet ? But was a beautiful day ❤️ have a little burn … I’ve never burnt my new boobs before … I don’t really feel a sunburn on them like you do with normal skin lol … I have no nerves and that’s all kinda numb? So bonus for me on that one … but I will have to watch that. I don’t feel it… course I never feel when I’m “getting” burnt/crispy. Lol … one minute I look fine, you look away and look back at me – then I’m bright red 🤨😄✌️I feel the other parts of the burn – on my back and my belly… those hurt little bit. No… I forgot my lotion today – I was in the shade so didn’t think I needed – wrong 🤨 forgot I was Irish for a minute 🤨
I have cold face cloths on my bad areas … I can’t use aloe – I am allergic – thats awesome huh?
But I have learned tricks – when you have Irish skin – you learn lol … I’ve had years of practice 🤨
When you get a burn, the sun sucks all the water from your skin… that’s why I peel like a snake … so if you just give the skin water back it helps take down the burn a little and rehydrate the skin.
Works for me anyway. Helps a lot … the skin sucks the water from the face cloth – I just keep having to wet it lol
Anyway… I found this song tonight 😄✌️ it made me smile both remembering it and then it’s kinda fitting lol ✌️
Gnite ✌️
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