Had a pretty amazing night ❤️ we all had a nice dinner, we chit chatted and laughed the whole time ❤️ they showed me silly things lol… we played some board games …
My oldest said he was on tinder 😮 what???? What you doing on there??? Get off of that …
He’s like mum (😄) I gotta meet people how else am I gonna meet people? Lol
Not fricken tinder 🤨😮😮😄😄
Then I lectured to make sure I’m gonna like a girl lol ✌️ I’m a fricken mom… bring home a good one – not one I don’t like 🤨 you know what I like lol
I’m sorry I just wanna like the girl… that’s my baby!! So if someone gonna take away my baby – I wanna like her ✌️ it sounds bad but it’s not – make sure your mum approves!! Lol
I will be open minded 🤨 -ish lol
Hope she’s funny and a good person – then I will be happy- I will also accept shy, or a go getter lol (I’m teasing – I just wanna like her)
Fricken tinder 🤨 … young people 🤨🙄
He said every girls profile is the same lol 😄😄 I said what you mean? What it say?
He says – every girl wanna have adventures and go hiking lol 😄😄😄😄
Was just funny – we laughed ❤️ I used to take them hiking and on picnics all the time- we would get away from things and have fun together – I might have over done that?? My 18 yr old corrects me and says “you mean torture us?” Lol
I said what?? We had fun!! You enjoyed that
He said … well yeah once we up there … (we hiked to swimming holes and picnic areas – all away from people) and then he adds “yeah but we had to hike all the way there and then back” lol (he also does my face… 👉 🤨) Lol
And then my oldest was telling me he was allergic to something and he figured it out … it’s soy 😮😮😮😮 he is allergic to soy 😮😮 … you don’t realize how much soy is in everything 😮… but he gave up everything with soy and is doing much better ❤️ that’s crazy though 😮 he can’t have tons of stuff!!
Then he was saying he was gonna do some diet ?? What?? Lol what diet?
He wants to try umm?? Hang on let me google which one…
Well I can’t remember – I don’t do diets – don’t need to… is one that says he can have meat and vegetables… maybe paleo? But I’m not sure if that’s the one he said – there are so many for everything
The meats? …yeah he’s all on board…
The veggies? 🤨😄😄😄… umm iffy lol… so I said what veggies you gonna eat? Lol
He says … I can do lettuce or celery 🤨 I said you have to do more than that!!
But we see maybe his tastes are maturing finally ✌️
We had a really good time ❤️ We laughed all night ❤️ that was awesome 👏
They showed me something in Korean 😳😮… so you are older 😳 in Korean age they tell me … yeah I’m not gonna go by the Korean age nope… not gonna be older lol… I was not aware of that though? I don’t know how that’s figured??? Can anyone explain? How is that??
Anyway afterwards … I’m sitting here and my phone is going off all at the same time 🤨😮 what???
My phone is usually pretty quiet … which I do like. I don’t have to worry about anything, or deal
First was cop guy, and then also country boy? (The country one is the one who used to be close)
Ok so what am I supposed to do with this?? Oh my god!
Well anyway said hello to cop first cause I knew he be fast, he’s always fast… he says hello, checks to see how I am, says all kinds of stuff 🤨… tells me he misses me, can’t wait for this to be over so he can take me out 😳 oh boy
Yeah well it’s still gonna be awhile – we see 🤨
Whenever I say those words “we see” my daughter always says back “no we see, that just means no” lol … not always lol just most of the time lol ✌️😄
Anyway, he always has to go… I think sometimes he does that so I want more or something? I don’t really operate that way… but whatever. So I said goodbye and catch ya later
Was fast as usual. Still not trusting him. ??? I dunno ??? He’s cute and funny – just I don’t trust him? He’s too suave? I dunno??? I’m on guard for sure.. as a friend he’s bad ass – enjoy him completely – our humor matches … I just don’t trust him any closer
Anyway… then I said hello to my country boy – I’m just calling him that cause I don’t wanna use their names and it’s easier. Country boy lives about an hour away from me up in the mountain area …
He’s into hunting and fishing, all that stuff. He’s a total umm?? Just very manly with that stuff?? … total man… not that it’s a bad thing – it’s not… he’s cute too. Not that I care about that is just how they happen to be.
Anyway… he’s always really sweet… I notice him being extra careful with me and also putting in effort with the conversation … he’s not the greatest conversationalist on text lol… but he has been making effort when he texts me.
I don’t speak to either one overly often – last time umm?? 🤔… haven’t talked to the cop guy in maybe 2 weeks? I stay quiet
And the country boy texts me every so often just saying hello – he said hello maybe Wednesday? I stay quiet though – I say hello back – we have a quick convo and that’s it
I definitely trust the country boy more. But I watch it with him too. I’m still unsure.
I don’t mind friendships for right now that’s fine.
I just didn’t expect either one of them… anyone who knows me – knows Friday nights are off limits … however they also know off limits on Friday nights means up til around 9pm lol
No!! That’s not because I’m old… it’s because I have to work tmrw … maybe a little because I’m old ✌️
So anyway… had a nice convo with the country boy… was just peaceful – he made me laugh. No pressure so was just nice … still guarded, that means nothing!
Neither of em can see me currently so bonus for me… I have excuse ❤️ this is gonna suck when this is lifted lol – you gonna hear me complain lol… kidding … but I might whine a little bit ✌️
I just like not having to deal with any of it. It’s been peaceful ❤️ I dunno what’s wrong with me – whatever … I’m sure I’ll figure out someday.
Just guarded ✌️
Anyway… my son mentioned Tinder tonight … so the song I keep thinking of is this one … but with Tinder not Timber lol … so I’ll just leave that right there… lol
Have a good night 😴💤✌️
Ps sorry if this post is crazy and not perfect – my fingers were flying so I wouldn’t forget anything and I could be fast, I have to get to bed for work tmrw ✌️
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