Life outside of crap lol…

Outside of my crappy stuff – I have a life lol … I’m taking a break from my crappy stuff – I speak of another time …

Today a kid showed me courage and good morals – I was impressed by this kid – I really can’t share the details … but this kid was raised right. I am proud of this person for doing what they did – was not easy for a kid or any person to do. They have my respect totally! Very impressive to see

Also, one of my favorite kids who is so bright and just needs to believe in herself (and I was making breakthroughs with her!!) She was starting to believe in herself and I am her cheerleader… She’s my triple threat girl… beautiful, smart and street smart… she will go far if she can harness that… I hope she always believes she can do anything!!

Anyway she told me she’s moving away soon ☹️… the family struggles – they are moving in with other family.

Awww ☹️… I will miss her!!!

I don’t wanna lose any of my kids!!! I got really attached to all of them!!!! Some are gonna be graduating and I will be excited for them…

But I’m gonna miss them all!!! Very much!

One boy today said he was having hard time… his parents fight… but I said … well you will be graduating and then move on to your own life – you only have a moment more…

And then he said … well I don’t wanna grow up and be an adult – I’m not ready

Lol – you and me both kid lol

I asked him what he wants to do or what he’s interested in? He didn’t know.

He doesn’t really have a solid direction

We help them through school – but these kids – some are gonna find life really hard without a direction.

I do kinda worry for them – I do want the best for all of them!! They have really brightened my world over this past School year ❤️

They came into my life right after I finished my cancer – so I dunno if that’s it? But I care for these kids!!! Life is hard – I don’t want them to suffer

Anyway… these kids mean the world to me – I want the best for all of them!! I want to protect all of them!!

Can’t really save the world – but these are amazing kids!!

Well anyway … that was my life today. Tmrw I have the little ones

I love my life in these areas ❤️ they are so bright and full of life … funny and witty… life has not brought them down a few notches yet… I hope it never does

Oh yeah… and I have not talked about this in awhile – but there is one male teacher – a math teacher – I call him Mr Math lol… he is a stereo type mr math teacher lol

I like him though, he is peaceful – kinda nerdy and funny… nice guy… we always chit chat… he rides on my wave length – likes video games – enjoys the kids – just a good guy – I enjoy talking to him (no spark or anything – just a good guy)

I thought he was around MY age- ish… I knew I was older – nowadays I am always older 🤨

But today I learned he is young young young!! Although I call you young, if you are younger than me lol – but he’s young!! Not that there is anything wrong with that lol – I just hate always being old lol

Today we were talking about a family member of his… and I asked if mental illness ran in family – he said yes … schizophrenia and bipolar 😳 … oh ok yikes

Interesting things you learn – well this family member is getting to be too much so he’s not sure what to do.

Is a hard situation – I just listened. You can try to help, but if they don’t want help- what can you do? They have to be ready – every person is different

Anyway – that was my day

I’m gonna have days off 😮… I don’t work Friday and then have my kids … and then Monday is Presidents’ Day here in the United States 🇺🇸 – so no school!!!

Here is the history on that:

https://www.history.com/topics/holidays/presidents-day

I will be working funeral home again this weekend!!! Woooo hooo!!! It feels a little weird to be excited about going to a funeral home?? But I’m really liking that job so far at this moment – I do hope that continues. I haven’t had anything big or major yet so we see how I handle that 😳 … luckily they are easing me into it.

Gnite ✌️