So tomorrow – I meet with lawyer to see if he is willing to take my case over.
I am nervous. All that stuff is emotionally draining but whatever – facing that shit… my last ditch effort for any help… so just have to hope for the best.
If he takes my case, I will have renewed hope… if he doesn’t I move forward as is… I have been through a lot, I believe in myself – and most of all – I am strong so whatever … but I do hope he helps me… I am a little scared to have hope on this?? It’s just a lot, very emotional and draining
I really don’t want to panic or stress myself out before bed so completely switching subjects…
I have a girlfriend who is very spiritual with things… I don’t always believe the same as she does … but whatever – sometimes it’s interesting or entertaining
I only mention that because this would be right up her alley… I haven’t said anything cause she would be all over it! And I’m not sure what I think about it yet.. could just be coincidence …
But recently – in the past 2 weeks I keep seeing 1111… constantly!!!! Either with time, or license plates, addresses, paperwork, etc … I don’t usually pay attention to that stuff… but it’s in my face literally constantly for the past 2 weeks – very abnormally!!! Is hard not to notice it…
At first I just ignored cause whatever – just a coincidence … the more I try to ignore, the more 1111 comes 🤨
Ok fine, it has my attention now… I googled instead of asking girlfriend cause she would go nuts with that…
When I googled … it said…
Could be a sign of enlightenment/encouragement/ being on the right path
Or depending on what you believe … an angel or guardian angel is with you (I like these two answers)
You are supposed to make a wish (I would be getting a million wishes with how often it’s appearing!!) I’d be wishing all day lol
And google even said – my twin flame could be near 🤨 – I’m just gonna ignore that one 🤨 fricken google
And then while googling, I clicked on how to know an angel is with you… and it listed like 10 signs … one of which was 1111… but I’ve had other signs it listed, literally just the past couple days … I’ve been having that ringing sound in my ears – you know the one that people used to say happens when someone is talking about you? Just that sorta thing… and then Sunday when I worked all alone at the funeral home… I was cleaning – and there was something on the floor… I thought was just a wrapper or trash, whatever … I went to pick it up… and it was a feather ?? Which just was odd to me – but whatever is a funeral home so I dunno? But it said that was a sign too. 🤨
I really should not be googling these things 🤨😄
But I dunno … that 1111 is constant for past 2 weeks which is the only reason I even bring it up…
So anyway – who knows – I just hope for good. So we’ll see.
Gnite ✌️
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