Crazy Christmas happenings and thoughts!

Ughhh soooo much rain!!

Oh c’mon!!! Supposed to rain through Sunday!! Bleh! Great.

So we going to be at this other property for awhile. Not a huge deal – we still have a place and I am VERY thankful for that… I am just tired of the rain!

Sometimes California winters are just dry and cold… and sometimes they wet and cold.

Is it summer yet?? Yes total summer girl omg!!! Bring that heat! … although ask me that again when they keep shutting off my power to prevent fires 🤨 … let’s see how summery I really am – fricken California lol

How do I move to Hawaii? Lol I wanna live there. No wild fires and no cold. I wonder what their downside is? Volcanos? Eh… they seem pretty good with handling that… maybe Tsunamis … those I am terrified of, so yeah I don’t want that – that would deter me from Hawaii lol

Where is there a perfect place? perfect weather and no scary things? Lol

This week and next week is finals at school. The kids all stressed… they were very antsy today! But it was also raining.

Tmrw night I have my daughters band concert at school… she plays the Tuba… I have to have her there for 6pm… concert starts at 7pm and goes until 9pm. We are going to be out late late late tmrw night!! Hopefully does not torrentially pour!! 😮

I do not EVER remember the climb up to Christmas being so stressful and crazy! I have a million things going on!

Monday I am actually going to go out… I have our work (school) Christmas Party… I never ever ever go out. It will be fun. We just going to enjoy for 2 hours. From 5-7, I guess… So it will be good. I like the people I work with and be nice to get out… I kinda feel like I’m trying to convince myself it will be fine lol … it will be… I just don’t go out usually so been awhile.

I’m happy … my sun is starting to shine again… I think 2020, might be the year I feel life again? I be ready? Things get better and better all the time.

Since 2016/17… it’s been horrific – just punch after punch… so I think the clouds are finally going to part this coming year. I just feel a positivity now – where before I would brace for what’s next knowing there was more …

I don’t feel that anymore? I feel a lightness coming? Hard to explain – just my life been hard yes and I still battle… but things keep falling into place.

And in life I do believe, things happen for a reason. You try to learn whatever lessons or take away something from the experience… but there is a reason … I have too many coincidences for not to be a reason …

And if you don’t learn – life going to keep throwing it at you until you do…

Like video games … you play a level… and if you die or lose in that level – you have to restart again… and keep playing until you beat that level. Then you determined to get past that level… so you keep trying to get further and further… until finally you beat that boss!

That’s kinda life? Keep at it – don’t let that level beat you?

Well anyway – whatever

So over the rain and winter! Sooo ready for summer – well let’s say spring – cause I really like having power lol 😄✌️

Have a good night ✌️