Just other stuff

Yesterday I wasn’t feeling good at all… I got out of work and picked up daughter – we came home and I made dinner, and we ate.

After dinner, I cleaned up kitchen and got straight into bed clothes and went to lay in bed and fell asleep at like 6:30/7 pm. I was achy and run down. I had to.

I’ve been downing lemons and honey, tea, meds, etc – one of my friends even gave me some Chinese herbs that are supposed to protect again infections and coughs. It all seems to be working – it IS helping. I am feeling better today.

Had a good day at school today.

I got invited to the school Christmas Party on Monday. Monday is my daughters 13th birthday but we are having a little party and celebrating it on Friday, with the boys and her friends. The Christmas party is only until 6pm so I can still do a little birthday celebration with her.

She has seen me go through everything and tonight she saw me crying – and she’s immediately all protective “why are you crying? Are you ok?” Yeah… happy cry not bad.

Now she keeps peeking around corners telling me “I love you mom” ❤️

Well anyway… I kinda made myself tired with the not feeling the best and then crying lol… my daughter been making me laugh tonight with things

But lastly – I’ve been making hard core decisions for myself since the surgery finished… before that I was at mercy of people and that cancer…

My horoscope is Cancer, and my birthday is repeating numbers – I am all 7’s… I usually just enjoy it for entertainment purposes …

Just lately… all the things keep telling me about to be major shift for the better … which would be awesome if is correct …

It is entertainment and I don’t think too heavily with it … but that would be nice and you want to believe good stuff lol

But I kinda feel like good things keep happening lately?? I am trusting in my own self

In other news, last thought before bed … I believe I hear rain 😳

Ughhhh can I please have spring now!!! I am so ready for summer already! Totally over this winter BS!! I am not meant for winter!! My spirit animal is most definitely a bear – hibernates all winter!! That sounds amazing! Lol … just wake me when winter is over

I have to get to bed – we have early morning – hopefully not in the rain 🤨

Have a good night and I be back tmrw with more ✌️