Insane and summer dreams ❤️

Ok this is not working for me … here I am driving an hour into work … they want me to be in 3 different places at once… that’s not happening – I am one person and I am not cloned!!! 🤨

And then when I go to one place – it goes nuts … the phones light up… families are upset – I have to diffuse and I struggle to get out (it’s insane) and the other place texting me where are you? We need you 🤨

So I fuckin handle the shit, take cases with me… get in the car to got to the other place…

I am fucking driving on a massive highway … did I mention MASSIVE? Cause o gotta do highway 50!!!! and Capitol city freeway … massive traffic

And the place texts me while I am driving and says – we forwarded the phones to you

Fuckin bullshit – sorry don’t get the text while I drive, and I’m not answering calls while I’m driving – fuck it – let corporate come talk to me … come on – I dare you! Yeah come talk to me corporate

So yeah – then I had to go off on the girls about that – do not forward phones to me while I am driving between locations – your phones will NOT get answered – I am not doing that shit- that’s bullshit.

I told them – if you have a problem with that then you tell corporate to call me… end of story.

And then I walk back in the door and it fuckin lights up again!!!! Are you fuckin serious

And so then I am pulled in every single direction – so much that it got to the point I was having a hard time remembering what I was working on … and we are talking death certificates, and releases and major things!! Omg

And when the phone rang today – I was in so many different funeral homes – I couldn’t remember where I was 😳 yes that bad!!!!!

And then I got no lunch cause there is just no time whatsoever … it’s fuckin ridiculous

And shit is still hitting the fan … and look I am honest… and I won’t say anything I can not say to your face.

So management asked me something … and one of the workers who say it to me was right there … so I told the truth

I wanted both parties to know what was being said and there is no behind back.

This is was said to workers. And this is how corporate is portraying it … and corporate is saying something completely different to management

That is bullshit – so here – you people need to talk… corporate telling you each different things

That is bullshit… bad bad company!!!

I almost walked today… I was right there… if that was a ledge and a wind came along – I would have went over … it was that close to me saying fuck you! I’m out

So I’m just gonna take all the hours I can for this week… next week will be very very bad… it’s going to be really bad!! Omg

This is bullshit – ok ok ok … I have to get out… I need to line up something else …

How sad is that??? And this is a nationwide corporation handling deaths 😮😮😮 – shame on them!! They do not care about the people aspect in the slightest!!! Ugh it is so disgusting!!

I have never in my life worked for a company so full of shit, and incompetent with how they handle!!! Wow!! Mind blown

I told my manager … I am not paid enough to deal with this shit and they don’t want to offer me full time and benefits while I drive an hour to help save their asses – fuck that shit… I said – I am looking – if it doesn’t change before I find something – I’m out – you lose me. I’m done.

Fuckin A!!! That was the fricken day from hell

Fricken cold ass Monday!!!

Breathe 🧘‍♀️🤨

Ugh… it’s insane!! I can’t even tell you how much- I explain here but that doesn’t even give you the full extent!!

So while all that is going on… I am just crazy from everything

Anyway… my phone rings is my landlord to tell me … hey… you do not have to pay November’s rent… (tmrw is my day I pay rent) … she said – that’s my Christmas gift – you take that so you have money to get the kids some gifts 🎁

So ya know… after that whole day – and then for her to do that… I just cried

And my coworker saw me cry… you ok?

Yeah I’m fine just personal stuff. I don’t mean to cry sorry.

And then she said – well at least we at a funeral home so crying is normal here lol – which made me laugh while crying ..cause yeah ❤️ It’s normal for that at work lol omg

I love the actual job, I love the people and what I do…

I hate the corporation. They are imploding. Sucks

And my landlord ❤️❤️ it makes me cry to think of because she is sooo good to me ❤️

Alright so whatever that was my horrible day. I have never had a job so horrible in my entire life not the job itself – it is definitely corporate

I am home. I work a full day again tmrw. Whew

Ok Tuesday is not Monday – it will be better right??

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Having a job like this, it is toxic

It is FREEZING tonight 🥶🥶🥶🥶 omg … so cold!!! ⛄️

Here… let’s just imagine 😘✌️…

… winter is just a little longer – let’s just imagine summer

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❤️ ahhhh summer

Ok whatever … dreaming for minute ✌️ … gonna answer and read – I might get sleepy to finish but I be around at some point 🙏

Gnite 😘❤️✌️

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… winter breezes do not make me feel fine 🤨😄😄✌️😘

😳😳😳

Do not quit, do not quit, do not quit!!!

Omg I want to quit – I want to walk right out! F this shit!!! They do not pay me enough!! Fuck

Do not quit, do not quit, do not quit!!

I must find another first!!! Dammit I want to walk today

In my mind over and over today – I say…

Do not quit,

Do not quit,

Do not quit!!!

Oh so cold 🥶

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I do not like severe temperature changes!! I kinda like it better when it slowly gets me used to winter… not just thrust it upon me 🤨 that is how one gets sick

Omg on the stock market!! Boom 💥 and then Pfizer says Vaccine works 😮😮😮 what is it, where is it, and when ????

Omg is life just getting amazing ??? This is gonna be a really good week!!

Except for today… today is freezing and it’s Monday!! 😄✌️ … it is way too cold… there should be a clause that if the temp too cold – we all just stay in 😄😄✌️ … ESPECIALLY on a Monday lol

Alright 🤨😝 well I suppose I have to get ready for work and going out into this cold 😝 ugh 🤦‍♀️ I do not want to!!! I want to be all snuggly warm.

But I am excited for even more amazing this week… first we get Biden, stock market booms, vaccine almost ready? Omg ❤️

Ok fine I deal with the cold for that ❤️❤️❤️🙌

Ps … you should hear the cows out here this morning 😳😮😄 evidentially they are also complaining about the cold!! 😄✌️ see I’m not the only one 😘✌️

Bedtime

Alright I have to call it a night… I need sleep lol … I have to be at work again tmrw early and it is Monday 😳😳 oh god!!

Anyway… so… the county… might place restrictions back on us… yikes

I will know more this week.

Plus winter 🤨😝

I need duel citizenship in America 🇺🇸 during the actual summer… and then Australia in the winter … cause they have a “summer” winter – I would like that 😄✌️

If they could just have safety from all the dangerous bugs snakes and animals lol. Yes I am wimpy!!! You gonna protect me? Lol

We have frost warning tonight 🥶🤨

I am in California!!! That is not warm!!!

So wake my ass up even earlier to warm up the car 🤨😝 ugh

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I am a daydream believer for spring and summer 😄✌️😘

Let’s just get through this winter ok 😳🙏🙏🙏 hurry up spring!!!

The heat is fricken on tonight!! The coyotes are also around tonight 😳

Ok I have to go to bed… I am just way too tired… I will be working like crazy this week… so I don’t know how often I be around?

I be in and around when able 😘✌️

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Sunday stuff-ish 🤨

I am at work… I am still excitedly happy – but I’m at work lol 😄😘✌️

There is still residual shit hitting the fan… and will be probably massively for next 2 weeks… gonna be lots of drama 🤨 ugh 😑

But I have no ceiling on my hours this week … so I be working this week big time!

I am a neutral person? I am diplomatic and stay out of shit… or try to. 🤨✌️😄

So here we go 🤨

What happens is – I am sandwiched between the workers and management – I am admin…

So then what happens is because I am neutral… I don’t repeat things and I don’t say anything bad about anyone… I will tell you how it is if there is an issue – I am very forthright

But I get both sides telling me their side … and then here comes the corporation

Anyway… both sides tell me things – neither side knows the other side is saying things also – I keep EVERYTHING to myself

My job is admin… paperwork… not drama!! I do not do drama… paperwork… nice quiet paperwork. 🤨

But anyway my point is… both sides are saying their sides to me…

One side shows me who they are … and I like that they do that… I feel like I can trust them… I like them… those are the workers … arrangers

But I am admin … so I also fall around upper management … and they tell me things

Upper management I don’t totally trust… I have heard not to trust… and sometimes things said do not make sense or feel like a pull along?

Anyway I just let people say whatever

Over here trying to do my paperwork

So I had all that going on… all day … while trying to do my paperwork 🤨😄🤨

And then… family calls and is like we coming down for paperwork and tour

Umm what?? Cause no one told me anything… I dunno that one is weird …

All they needed was release and wanted a tour that took an hour and a half lol

Another new family keeps handling everything omg … we do that!! That’s what you have us for!!

This morning they calling cemetery and cemetery is calling me… what?? What is going on?? They prearranging everything before they even meet with us and already have a preneed!!!

So whatever – I checked with arranger and then locked down cemetery and time. Then they asking me about the obit… cause they have a preneed

They tell me paper wants almost $3000 for the obit 😮😮😮 fricken what??? Are they taking out a whole page??? 😳😮

So I gasped lol … what? $3000??? How big is the obit? Lol

They said it is long and they have several pictures lol omg ok

So the preneed was written for an obit to be included at $700… they will have to pay the obit themselves and we will reimburse off the preneed. Up to the $700. But that takes 7-10 days – preneed pays funeral home and then we cut family a check.

They want obit in paper for Tuesday which gives them until 1:30pm on Monday to get that Obit in. If you don’t do on time – won’t run on time. So they have to get on that.

Fricken $3000 😮😄 I almost died!!! For an obit??? In the paper?

Ok whatever

For me… she was here – she had fun – now she done lol 😄✌️

But that did almost kill me when they said was $3000!!! Damn!! How was your life?

So I dunno – was pulled in many directions except for paperwork 🤨

Ok well I have to finish up. Was a good Sunday… just steady stuff all day!! And every time I went to either go to the bathroom or eat something the phone rang 🤨

Ok have to go back later I

I couldn’t help it…

Ok I didn’t mean to “want” to post again!! ❤️

But I am I love with our choice now ❤️🇺🇸❤️ I love every single thing they say!!! What a difference – wish we could just swear them in NOW?? Lol ✌️

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I just loved every single thing they said!!

It’s like night and day!!! Omg!! Such a HUGE difference!!! When Trump opened his mouth I felt tense and upset … with Biden and Harris – I feel relief and peace ❤️ totally night and day!

You have to hear what they say ❤️ they are amazing

They are starting out on a strong foot!!! Yay!!!!

They are hope, and like they say you are not promised or entitled to anything – so you better work for that, and never take for granted!!

Also… see?? America – we now have a woman Vice president who is Indian and Jamaican … her mom was an immigrant from India who believed in the United States 🇺🇸… she believed in the possibilities… and look at her little girl 👏❤️

And look at that giant step for women ❤️❤️❤️ she just made incredible history! Woo hoo

And ya know… if she does well… you could also be looking at our first woman president 😘✌️ but let’s not get too far ahead of ourselves yet lol 😘✌️❤️ 😄

America 🇺🇸 anything can happen ❤️❤️❤️ woo hoo – I have my country back ❤️❤️❤️

I love my administration now… ok so let’s see what they can do!!! ❤️🇺🇸❤️

I did not expect to love them this much!!

Ok that’s it… I’m just thrilled ❤️

Few things…

First … we got really happy today and forgot we still had a dangerous virus 🦠 … I’m glad I saw people wearing masks… I was safely locked away at work… but I kinda wish to have been celebrating too. I would not have – but I wish to.

I also wish NOT to die or spread lol ✌️… but it was really really nice to see people so happy!! ❤️ it’s been awhile since I’ve seen happy instead of anger and protests ✌️

It IS a HUGE sense of relief

And I was actually thinking… my terror began in November of 2016… my ex just went completely brutal… and then the next 4 years just brought me to my knees and they have sucked!!!!

Here we have 2020 hit… and oh boy did it hit!! Like a bolt of lightening ⚡️

Little by little – I have brightened my life … and today it felt like a wave of peace. We enter 2021 with a sense of peace and just peace ❤️

No more craziness – now we can breathe and not be angry all the time!! Maybe we can really come together now ❤️

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It does feel like evil’s reign of terror is over ✌️❤️ I’m sorry but yes – for me totally!!! I do feel a good change now.

I still can’t stop smiling or feeling relief ❤️🇺🇸 I don’t want to smile so huge!!! But it won’t stop. I can’t help it

Anyway… that was a day ❤️ it’s already getting dark 🤨 I will have to drive home in the dark 😝 – that will stop my smile for a minute lol 😄✌️

I won’t post anymore today… I will read later though.

Whew whatever can happen in 2020 – fricken does!! 2020 nothin but emotions!!

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Good night 🌙💤 ❤️✌️

🙌🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🙌

Gif talk 😄❤️❤️❤️

First off … my brother and sister in law making me laugh sooo much!! All in gifs 😄❤️🇺🇸

Here is our convo 😄😄❤️…

I just simply started off just saying “woo hoo! ❤️🇺🇸❤️”

They send this:

😄😄😄 so I sent this:

They send this:

I sent this:

(😄😄😄)

And then my brother sends this:

😄😄😄 sorry it is way too awesome ❤️

So I sent this… in regards to Trump :

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(I hope you can see that!!)

So happy ❤️

Look how happy we are !!! I have a HUGE smile across my face ❤️ I feel instant relief ❤️

Do you see ??? Can you see on your news how happy we are – dancing and celebrating and cheering ❤️

People are celebrating everywhere … not protesting – not angry …. all races, all kinds we happy ❤️❤️❤️ – a day of celebration all across the nation – woo hoo ❤️❤️❤️

… and is historical…

President Biden… has received THE MOST votes for ANY American president in history!! How you like that??

Not only did he win the electoral college votes … but he also won the popular vote ❤️🇺🇸

And Kamala Harris… she also makes history ❤️… she is our first female Vice President ever

And also… our first for her heritage … her mother is Indian… her father is Jamaica, she was born in Oakland, California ❤️ … she’s a California girl ❤️ you go girl ❤️❤️❤️ woo hoo

I am trying not to be too overly happy – but I can’t really control the happiness

And together we come ❤️🇺🇸❤️ great day for Americans ❤️🥰❤️

So excited – it is very hard to not be so happy ❤️ I try to tone it down but that’s not working at this moment ✌️

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I will try to refrain from extreme happiness but that is very very hard.

I am really happy with this ❤️

Never before have I ever felt such happiness and relief for a president to win ❤️

We have a winner ❤️ 🇺🇸

President Joe Biden – 46th president of the United States 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸

And Vice President Kamala Harris

Bye bye Trump ❤️❤️🙌👏👏👏

Woo hoo ❤️❤️❤️

We are free!! Free at last, thank god almighty we are free at last

Now let’s watch how Trump reacts – y’all ready for this

Biden took Pennsylvania – we good ❤️❤️ democracy works ❤️

Woot woot!!!

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