Wow! What a week!!! 😳😳 I just got home now at 6pm 🕕 😓

Kids be coming soon

We were so busy and are so busy!! Services every day this week, deliveries of all kinds, so much stuff

My brain is 🍳 fried

https://youtu.be/V1bFr2SWP1I?si=uev-Le19mQIKp2jx

This week someone mentioned that … we all start off up in heaven, and then we get in trouble for something and are sent to do “time” in hell – which would be earth – and when you are called back to heaven your time has been served

😳

I have never thought of life like that 😮

I think of life more like this:

https://youtu.be/NOGEyBeoBGM?si=xLBcojNZNgDKbQDI

I have never thought of earth being hell… at first I was like nah… but then earth can be hell sometimes – but we do that! People. Leaders 🙄 … is not the earth

We are supposed to learn and experience – and life is what you make it. 🙏

I don’t think earth is hell

Everyone has their own beliefs and ways they think to cope – but that bounced around my head this week – still does 🤷‍♀️

Ok well I’m just coming down from work and my brain is not calmed down – and kids here

Back later – byeee 👋

Tmrw I am meeting with people who think they can beat what I already have… lol… I do not think so

They are very annoying people because they would not give up asking me for a chance

I tell them … listen this is not a good time – we very busy … try again later or send me email

But no… they keep trying … they wouldn’t stop – what is the problem??

So I say “look, you are NOT gonna be able to beat what I currently have”

They say well maybe…

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Don’t say that if don’t mean that – don’t waste my time – I told him what we pay

I have zero faith they will beat what I have

I won’t be too happy for them to waste my time – they are very annoying …

When I tell them “fine you have 30 minutes on Tuesday at 3pm”

All fricken day today they try to put me on their google calendar – yeah … that’s not happening no matter how many calls emails you flood me with

You do NOT need my calendar for this- f that! figure it out and stop ✋

Listen – are you gonna make this difficult because my business is serious so… I don’t wanna work with difficult and annoying – that will drive me nuts and nope 👎

I am having a Monday and dealing with that, so I am already not happy with them. Already on shaky ground

But sure – come meet me… show me what you got

https://youtu.be/Vb2mnDp68S0

I am not looking forward to this – I feel like they just gonna waste my time

But yeah come see me if think you got balls

https://youtu.be/bESGLojNYSo

I want same level of service – same price or better … no excuses, no bs… no being annoying – plus understand what business you deal with!!

There are gonna be moments when last minute I have to cancel because of services and need a reschedule – also I’m gonna have to trust you

Some areas I am hard on so let’s see – I’m not buying anything and please don’t waste my time – I trust nothing, so bring your A game if you want a chance

30 minutes

https://youtu.be/yhYxkm3b-BA

Alright so tmrw 🤨🙄 ugh fine – choose your fighter

😘✌️

We do not have hurricane up here… is So Cal

😮 but whoa Baja

https://youtu.be/NcUBUdF6114

https://youtu.be/NcUBUdF6114

Brace and be careful – stay safe 🙏

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Be careful – stay safe – don’t panic – keep us updated 🙏😘😳

I’m going swimming 😮 is sunny and cloudy up here and 90 degrees – hurricane will miss my area

So I am going swimming ✌️😘 I be watching you though ❤️✌️🙏🙏🙏🙏

Ok sorry … is Friday

Anyway … I’m just quiet from the life I had before

So I go about my way and since I came back… slowly people noticing I am back

And I’m running into people I knew …

Happened again today … he see me and say “hey I know who you are, how do I know you?”

I vaguely remembered him too … and instantly knew was from golf ⛳️ and being cart girl

So I reminded him and said how he remembered me and he got all happy and says to me – you know they still ask about you – and some even ask about you every single time they go!

I stopped being cart girl because of cancer – and now I couldn’t do that job because I would not have the chest strength to be loading ice and supplies or reaching into the cart to get drinks

I have no strength and I can’t really reach my arms – my right side is bad

But I did LOVE that job – to just laugh and have fun all day and get paid for it! It was awesome ❤️

I miss it – golf every day ⛳️❤️

And when I would walk into the clubhouse they would say my name just like the tv show “Cheers” when Norm would walk in – only it was my name they said – it always made me laugh 😄❤️

Anyway… these guys were always really awesome to me … always!!

In golf you have a “pace of play” sometimes because they laugh so much with me – pace of play ran slow 😉

I have a quirky sense of humor lol ✌️ hence gold or funerals – if you had told them I be at the local funeral home they would never have believed it because I am always upbeat happy and with that sense of humor lol 🤷‍♀️

At first I hated it because I was hit on constantly … but I forced myself to give a chance – and was probably the best job of my life, if we talking fun ❤️⛳️❤️

I miss golf ⛳️ – I can’t play anymore either. I can’t swing

Well anyway – it was a blast from the last BIG TIME

He tell me “hey every week we go there to clubhouse to have a meal, come join us… they would be so excited to see you again! You would really make their day”

I haven’t been back there since the cancer – they don’t know how everything turned out 😮

So … maybe … we see – probably I will

And once they know where I am and what I do … I’m gonna have the town 😮

I was trusted even there

I have a good reputation despite satan 😊 I’m honest and also “myself” so you just gonna know what you get 😄✌️😘

I just haven’t been back… I loved them and that period of time with the cancer is sooo bad of a memory it still chokes me up.

I look the same… (except now I wear a lot of black lol) but I just don’t have the physical capabilities to do that job anymore but I loved it ❤️ and also did well there

It’s also depending on weather – so an entire month of atmospheric rivers would kill a cart girl 😮 January would have been their death 😮

It’s weird to think of being a cart girl and then a funeral girl lol … two totally different sides of spectrum… with one job everyone excited to see me … and the other – no wishes to see me lol

So I dunno – I would cry to see them all again … they will be all amazing and I will cry – cause I miss them … but it would be nice to see again – maybe – we see

He’s gonna tell them I’m sure – cause that’s big news to them… I know how much I meant to them ❤️ I got to see how loved I was by my whole community and people – and I didn’t die ❤️

But anyway we will see

I was excitedly telling my son all my stories and he laughs and he says “you are like the only person who gets all excited about their jobs” 😮 … what?? Lol

And then he says … did you hear about all the people striking?

I don’t watch any news or if I do – I specifically check only areas I am ok with … I can not handle the worlds negativity things or fights all the time – or traumatic things – so I stay away in my nice happy bubble lol ✌️😘 … plus I am way tooo busy for much tv … except documentaries and things – those are my worm holes lol

What no?? I know nothing of striking

So he telling me everything 😮😮😮

The world doesn’t surprise me. But I just don’t know what everyone does – so when he tells me I’m like 👉😮😮😮 it does stun me for a minute lol ✌️

Well anyway…

I have someone not very new to my life – but since this year … I adore her ❤️

She came into my life through work… she’s one of my flock …

Anyway – I check on her every night and we laugh and laugh ❤️ at first she reminded me a little of my mom … and sometimes it’s like I have a mom again but a best friend mom? Like mine

Anyway – I love her ❤️

So… I talk about her all the time.. and she met my daughter and my daughter loves her…

My oldest son met her recently because she ordered a bench from Lowe’s … well she couldn’t get it home … because wouldn’t fit in her car …

So me and my oldest son went to help her… she is over 20 years older than me.

Well the box wouldn’t fit in either car so we just took the bench out of the box and it wasn’t together yet – so it fit fine – it was the box lol

She need touch up painting really high up that I can not do – so he said he will help ❤️

And then she wants to get a new tv, she has new dvd player… she’s the one I watch the old movies with 😘… hence Naughty Marietta lol

One of the things she wanted to know was if a new tv would distort her old movies – she is speaking of the way it would show on the screen – I forget what it’s called? But you probably know what I’m taking about anyway.

He is my expert and hooks all my things up – otherwise I would not know how to do 😮

Anyway… all my kids love her – she is really awesome! She is just like me but older 😄😄 I am the more modern version lol

Like 1950’s Barbie …. and … I’d be 1980’s Barbie lol ✌️😄

Well anyway – he tell her about smart TV’s and we will help her soon once she decides on a tv – but I think she’s gonna wait until Labor Day sales ??

We called her tonight so she could ask him questions … one question she asked him made me laugh lol …

She asked if the tv or remote can listen in to you

I did not expect her to ask that question lol 😄😄

She is fun and makes me laugh all the time! I enjoy the time with her 😊 she has become like family to us in such a short time ❤️

Sometimes I worry about losing her because she is older … but then I enjoy the laughter and hilarious moments or stories – she has no kids of her own – but now she has us – she is a conservative who TC x

Alright well I am fading – I have to be up early tmrw … mt daughter and I are meeting her tmrw morning to do a fun thing

My week was hard … but then Friday brought it all back together … I love you Friday – always ❤️

Thank god Fridays are once a week … I wish they were every day ❤️ … but is something to look forward to every week until next July lol ✌️😘

https://youtu.be/mGgMZpGYiy8

Also… Fridays make a hard week soooooooo much better❤️

I had a very hard week – just extra sad 💔

Anyway… I felt beat up – from all the emotions… not always mine ✌️

It was rough week

But then all my hard work – works ❤️ it’s the compassion ❤️ I know how to help soothe – give peace

That’s a thing… that in a normal business, is not a regular thing – but this is loss … so you better care! At the very least during loss!!

https://youtu.be/RgKAFK5djSk

https://youtu.be/fqzhtvLWefA

** kiss and hug… and say I love you to those who mean a lot to you!! Never take that for granted – check on others and make sure they are ok. It makes a difference

Well I won’t sadden Friday too much –

Friday actually ended well ❤️👏 you would not believe what happened 😮

So ya know – I tell you I’m quiet … I still kinda be in the shadows – I am social and I am friendly … but I’m just quiet and keep to self on my own

After my last surgery I fell off the face of the earth – not from depression?? More so that I was traumatized by so much, that I needed space from everyone for a moment in time

So… then I work in Sac for years … so nobody know what happen to me … I just stay quiet – even now (except with work)

… I will have to finish this later – boys are here – sorry bye 👋

I be back 😘✌️

So I ran into someone last week that I once knew quite awhile ago … we just said hello and good to see again – and oh wow where you been?

He just texted me earlier today, while at work –

https://youtu.be/xNWYvHHU1U8

This man is a former politician … I once ran in same circles, around same people, knew the same people – I know him that way

When I knew him once upon a time, he was always sweet and kind … (they all are) but I don’t actually know him on personal level, or really too much about him, he’s very nice person to start with – so we see

Anyway… today he text and maybe we grab coffee and catch up sometime

He knew me before I fell off the face of the earth … and I knew him through friends and as a politician

Anyway this will be interesting

https://youtu.be/IZm-9yx0uLo

😉