Wits End of Horrors

I don’t want to get out of bed this morning lol… I got up – showered, had coffee, realized I have to go to store… so I went back into bed lol

I am delaying my functioning ✌️

When I woke up earlier, I had one blanket 🤨… I look over and there is my daughter with all the other blankets 🤨😄

When I sleep by myself… I must not move much? Or move gentle? Because the bed still looks good and it’s quick to make the bed because is still orderly.

When my daughter sleeps with me … I don’t know what exactly she does… but every single cover is crazy bunched up or tangled 🤨 you have to completely take the entire bed apart and redo the whole thing!! It’s like she does cardio in her sleep or something??

So I live on a ranch… well I guess you would call it a ranch? It’s huge acre property, fenced and gated…

The entrance has these huge rod iron gates that have the name of the ranch formed into it… my landlord picked the name of the ranch when she bought the property over 20 years ago.

The name of the ranch where I live – is called “Wits End” Lol 😄 fitting I suppose lol

It’s beautiful though ❤️🥰

I have neighbors but they are not close like normal houses. They are pretty far away

One neighbor to the left has these 2 adorable sweet little dogs – I don’t know what kind they are?? Think they are mutts? But they are adorable … and hilarious!! …

One of them is black in color… I call the black one “Bullet” … that’s not his name – but that’s what “I” call him because he is fast like a bullet!!

Sometimes when I come home from somewhere… I punch in my code for the gate to open, drive the car slowly through the gate… and start heading down my very long driveway…

If I look at my neighbors house off in the distance… sometimes, almost like a horror movie lol… I see that little black dog… I see him see me 😳… and then it’s on

Can I make it before he catches me?? So I have to floor it… cause he darts – I swear I have never seen a dog so fast in my life!!!

If I don’t make it, he runs around my car making it impossible to go cause I don’t want to run over him!!!

I have only been able to beat him ONCE!!!

He reminds me of a horror movie… I keep thinking of the movie “The Ring” … that one part where the girl is far away… and then you turn around and she’s right there in your face lol … that’s what he reminds me of when he does that!!! It’s really like that!!! He’s so fast!!

And then he runs around my car – sometimes I can see him, sometimes I can’t

He does that to me all the time… even when I am leaving early for work!

My landlord said – oh just honk… ok so I tried that… the very first time it stunned him and worked … but only worked that one time – and when you headed off to work and your in the country trying to get to the main road on a weekend … I can’t be honking my way out lol – it’s early!!

He’s not out there ALL the time – but a lot … it’s like a challenge to leave or come home lol … Oh no! Bullet sees me lol 😮😄

I’m used to it now though … he’s fun and hilarious … but he still reminds me of “The Ring”

Ok well anyway… another beautiful day today ❤️ my forecast looks awesome until the weekend …

I get to break out all my summer stuff finally!!!! I’m still gonna wait on putting away the winter clothes though. 🤨

I suppose I have to suit up so I can go to store … just dragging my feet 😏 I’ll get there eventually.

This is what I think of this morning with going to the store lol…

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Trash and sniff lol

I have a couple funny things …

So I took my respite today, after yesterday… I just walked away from the world for a minute.

Today I laid out in the sun, was lazy, did nothing lol ✌️😄 …

Anyway tmrw is garbage day… I didn’t get that together or anything until a little while ago …

My fricken driveway is like 10 miles long … and it’s night time – there are coyotes!! Lol so I drove up to the trash can lol … hey ya know … I’m not gonna do that in the dark all by myself lol whatever

So my neighbor text me and say “you ok”

🤨😄😄😄,.. I love that they ALL check on me – but feel embarrassed little bit to explain – eh too lazy earlier, didn’t wanna walk in dark by myself, just throwing away trash lol

Then I came back inside the house – my daughter in kitchen … I go and lay on my bed using both my pillow and hers (she’s been sleeping with me recently cause …well I dunno why? But I don’t care – whatever) I fall asleep first, she stays up.

Anyway she comes in my bedroom and sees me with both pillows lol… she is very umm?? Protective of her pillow lol…

She’s like HEY!!

I said what? You coming to bed?

No

So?? Can I use it for a little while?

Fine, but I get to smell you all night 🤨😄

She does this thing … you know how I love lotions and perfumes? It’s that… she wants to smell me all the time lol

She has always done that… even as a toddler… I love the smell of my mother too… so I just figured was a mother/child thing?? Whatever

Then I worked at the school… lol… the little kids used to do the same thing!!!!!! They would just randomly sniff me or follow me sniffing me lol – they were hilarious!!!

Ok … so not a mother thing 😄

My high schoolers were more careful with it… the girls freely said I smelled nice … and the boys would say… I hope is ok I tell you you smell good, don’t wanna be disrespectful (that was fine – appreciated their caution)

My kids were amazing – I miss them all!! ❤️

Anyway – lets not go there – I will get upset…

But evidentially – there is a price for the pillow 🤨😄 I had to say fine whatever, sniff away … I am using the pillow!!

Funny people tonight ❤️

Respite 🥰

So got to enjoy soaking up some sun for little while – I need that vitamin D!!

I can’t do too long cause I’m Irish… I don’t like burns or peeling my skin like a snake 🤨

I just like sun kissed ❤️

After a little while he came and asked if I wanted an umbrella – why yes! That be perfect!! So he set up umbrella for me and I got to stay out longer ❤️

I swept and cleaned the pool, before I left, even though I didn’t swim … he just let me be there… so was only right. Next time I will swim because is all clean now!

I just got to enjoy for little while. I am happy ❤️.

My little woman did not want to venture out so ok. I let her have her conferences with her friends instead. She was laughing really loud so I just want her to have that happiness where she can find it.

She is not a sit out in the sun type like me. Her skin tans nicely – she is not as Irish as I am

I had my music in my ears and my sun- with shade … was awesome… I didn’t have to worry about anything!! ❤️ I didn’t have to deal with anything – nothing – just peace

I need a shower now though – all I can smell is that lotion 🤨 I don’t like that smell. I also feel hot to the touch and sticky lol

So gonna shower shortly. 🥰 then I’ll use my amazing smelling lotions ❤️

I have this aloe plant that I was given as a gift recently… well I am allergic to aloe, so I just like the plant cause was a gift… my daughter is like why do you keep that if you are allergic to it? Well I am fine, as long as, it isn’t on my skin… it was a gift – it means something to me. Not for the use of, but the thought of. ❤️

I did not get burnt today so no special measures needed. I just got sun kissed, that’s all.

My freckles are all popped though – they always come out big time when I am in the sun. More come out and ones I already have get darker

And my eyes – they are different? They draw attention a lot – they lighten in the sun too… they are really bright blue/green right now… like bleached bright!!!

I have this small little thing in my right eye… you know how you have the black pupil – mine is normal… but in the colored area I have black flecks – just in the right eye… when the colored part turns really bright like that it’s noticeable – to me anyway. You know how you notice your own things and others don’t lol

Anyway whatever – not like anyone gonna see me – all freckly and bright eyed lol

I came in and changed into some sweats and came out to get dinner going…

These are my sweats…

My daughter sees them and is like do you seriously have Jesus Christ sweat pants 🤨😄😄

What??? 😳 that JC is not for Jesus Christ lol Oh my god!

She’s says “it’s written in an old English font and all sparkly and we just had Easter” 😄🤨

No is not Jesus Christ … but now these evidentially will be my Jesus Christ sweat pants 🤨 that’s all I will think of now lol

Anyway – had a nice peaceful day. That was really nice after yesterday ❤️ I took respite ❤️

I love this song – I feel peace always with it ❤️ so this is my song tonight … I may repeat this one during summer 😄🥰❤️

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Drift away ❤️

It is absolutely completely gorgeous today!!! Oh my god! Sunny sunny sunny – warm with a slight breeze …

I have a neighbor who has a pool … said not using and if I want, I can lay out by pool … frick yes I do!!! I am doing that!!!! Woo hoo

The pool itself needs little cleaning and stuff so maybe I do that in return?

I get to put on my 👙 bikini and lay out by pool!! How you say no to that on a gorgeous day like this?! – yes sir I’m on it!! Lol

Just finishing up little school work with the little woman, and about to make some lunch shortly. But I already have my bikini on in anticipation lol woo hoo!

Yes 🤨… I am lotioned 🤨 … I normally love lotions 🧴… but sun lotion is one I do NOT love lol … I just don’t … no matter if spf 1000 – I’m still gonna redden 🤨 I don’t like the smell either. I just do it anyway because of cancer 🤨😠 I don’t like it though – just voicing that opinion lol ✌️

Also… I got a Cadbury egg ❤️❤️❤️ I really want to post how I enjoy them – but – the way I describe might SOUND little on the naughty side (or completely) … I don’t mean it to be… but it’s chocolate and Oh my god! The inside … yeah probably not post what I wanna say on that lol ✌️ I will get carried away and then it will sound all totally naughty lol … Cause Oh my god! Amazing!!! No wonder chocolate is compared to sex lol ✌️😄

Besides being totally yummy – I love the Cadbury egg experience lol ❤️✌️

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I don’t know what Cadbury “Flake” is … but like this with the eggs lol ❤️ (if you know what a Cadbury flake is – please enlighten me!!)

So anyway… gonna try to convince daughter to come lay with me by the pool 🙏🙏 just for little while!! Soak up that sun ☀️ … we won’t be too long cause I can only handle so much sun before it gets dangerous (if I don’t watch it, my skin can bubble like water 🤨 so I have to be really really careful) meh 🤨😠 …moderation as with everything so whatever – fricken Irish skin!! I suppose the freckles are supposed to be my color 🤨 … I definitely can NOT fall asleep in the sun 😳 ohhh I would be crisp 😮 that be all bad!!

So I am careful 🤨😠… I have learned those lessons before – hence the plethora of unhappy faces

On a quick side note … the kids use to say I walked too fast, when they were really little – I am a fast walker… and one day one of them said – your nickname should be “cheetah”, because you are fast with spots 🤨😄😄😄 was funny though

So anyway… I have sun, I have Cadbury eggs … I’m gonna lay by a pool … I don’t have to think about or do anything heavy… I’m gonna say pretty awesome day!!! ❤️ “almost” perfection

I just need one day to not umm?? Focus on things ?? I need Calgon lol ✌️

Soo … I’m gonna have my very own Kokomo today … at the neighbors pool lol 😄✌️

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And I was gonna add The Beach Boys – with good vibrations … then I saw this one and went with this one cause that’s my Boston ❤️ … and I always really liked Mark Wahlberg … plus he’s from Boston too so ❤️❤️❤️ let just add this … and whoa 😳 that was 1991?! 😮

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Ok lunchtime – the sun/pool time … woo hoo!!!

Wait… one last song… am gonna drift away today, so I want this one… this is one of my absolute favorite songs ❤️ …

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Quite the day

I am finally home, and we had our Easter which was really nice… I’m pretty tired.

I had a tow truck come and open my car for me because the key fell off my key ring this morning evidentially, when I got out of the car to go into work… luckily it was in my car –

I’m glad I didn’t lose it somewhere I didn’t know or couldn’t find. So very thankful for that!!! I don’t know what I would have done!!

Worked all day long with 2 funeral homes – was my first time handling 2 of them… it went ok… got a little difficult here and there – but still handled it pretty well – by the end of the day … I was ready to go home, back to isolation!!

I was also excited to get to have Easter with my kids after work… I had to work all day so that had to be put on hold until I got home. I couldn’t wait to just leave…

Then I realized the car key was locked in my car, so called the tow truck… he texted me when he got to the front of the funeral home saying he is there but doesn’t see my car – I park behind the big iron gates near the hearse lol…

So I said … go around the side I’ll open the gate for you and meet you out back. (The Gate is a little creepy looking – but is not creepy when you are used to it lol) it was creepy to me at first too – cause it’s umm ?? a big creepy iron gate lol … but I don’t even notice it now, until someone else does lol

The only cars there are the hearse, a van the funeral home uses for transporting things like flowers or whatever else… and then my lonely little car lol

He went right to work and got the door popped open right away with a couple “Jimmy tools” (I don’t know what other people call them, but whatever that’s what I call them – and don’t know any other name for those tools) – I was sooooo excited to have my key!! I could leave now…

So he got in his truck and left and I went back inside, got all my stuff and shut down the funeral home.

I got home around 7pm… started cooking… I already had prepped a lot because I knew I was gonna be working all day…

Thank god I did that prep!! Wasn’t too bad – other than being tired – but everyone was talkative so I cooked and listened to their day. It helped relax me a lot!! ❤️

So we had a really nice peaceful Easter dinner, and they helped me clean up. Then we did our Easter egg hunt for baskets – my daughter collects and saves all the riddles every year lol … she has a box of all the prior ones … I secretly think she does that to make sure there are no repeat riddles lol – there are not EVER any repeats ✌️

We had fun, we prayed and had our private moments – not like a normal Easter because it was late… but was still nice.

Had a nice holiday.

Today just felt like the longest day humanly possible!! Oh my god! It was like the never ending day 😳 but it ended up really nice and melted all the rest of it away.

So that’s it – whew!

I got my song thing back eventually lol… now! Cause today was a never ending day, so this song is stuck in my head 🤨😄 no one probably knows it or remembers lol – but whatever ✌️ my songs are back ❤️

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Anyway – Happy Easter 🐣 – I will read posts tmrw cause I am too tired right now, sorry. I have ALOT to catch up on 😳 no way can I stay awake to do that right now! Even writing this my eyes were having issues!!

Gnite ✌️

Ha!

Ok … very off day…

I’m off work… but I go to leave and Oh my god! Where is the car key… I have my keys but the car key is not on it like it’s supposed to be!!

I tore through my entire purse – the panicked through my entire bag … ok let’s retrace steps this morning – I do that and …

It must have fallen off the key chain cause there it is… in my car… on my front seat 🤨 🤦‍♀️ omg really???

I have someone coming now to get it open for me 😑

Whatever

This is the longest day ever!!!!

Forget lunch lol

Ok well whatever on lunch – just gonna take a break as I have it. Too late to eat now anyway… I am doing a Easter dinner when I get home. So whatever, I’ll be nice and hungry lol

I had to do Easter with this schedule because of work so… not like we have anywhere to be tmrw.

I wonder if this be holiday pay? I’m not sure

Anyway … handling today. Is going ok.

My day is almost over anyway. I get off at 5pm so in about an hour and a half.

I am not really in a writing mood at the moment?? Huh 🤔… my mind is about a million miles away.

I’ll be back maybe way later tonight – cause I have to go home and cook and then we have our Easter and all that.

I can always always always think of a song – but I got nothin?? Like I said, my mind is a million miles away ?? Huh so weird no song 😮 I never have no song – ever!!! Huh

Alright well let me finish this off so I can get home and have Easter 🐣

Should be back later – but who knows – I am without song and long day. But we see

Hope you all had an amazing Easter however you do that, if you do that. ✌️ – Happy Easter!🐣

Lunch eventually?

Ahhhh lunchtime finally… been busy… not too bad of a day though.

Outside my window it is sunny and beautiful – it’s calling my name – come out come out lol – ohhh so beautiful!!

There is no activity outside my window today … so weird looking to see literally no one 😳

On any normal regular day that road be packed

Ugh no lunch I be back maybe

Lunch eventually?

Ahhhh lunchtime finally… been busy… not too bad of a day though.

Outside my window it is sunny and beautiful – it’s calling my name – come out come out lol – ohhh so beautiful!!

There is no activity outside my window today … so weird looking to see literally no one 😳

On any normal regular day that road be packed

Ugh no lunch I be back maybe

What if?

I keep thinking about something this morning…

I dunno … what if … we now have to have actual distance always? Like change the way we live? The way we do?? Like seriously change that

And then this thought comes to my mind for a future 😮 ahhh Wall•E had it!! …

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I don’t want that!! But that’s the image I can’t get out of my head today!!! It just keeps playing in my mind over and over!!!

And then … you know how anxiety and other people distancing type things effect so many?? What if that is us being… umm?? What’s the word?? …evolving? What if we are supposed to evolve to not be so close? Have distance?

We took a lot for granted … even somewhat still. What if not only distance is needed – but what if you need to rediscover life itself in different terms than was able to view before?

I dunno if anyone understanding me? But whatever – I can’t get that Wall•E scene out of my head today!!

And it’s going well so far … I am handling very well! I am organized ❤️✌️ – like a boss! Lol

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