So ok… I laid it out. I am happy cause it went well. He surprised me little bit.

I told him that I’ve been through hell and back, I keep to myself, I just like the peace – I feel like I am not at ease and I am not ready for anything right now. I’m sorry.

Kept it kinda short and sweet and here it is.

He text me back right away – like instantly… and said… it’s ok, no worries… keep it light… you do you and I’m always here for you.

Ok so that went well. Ahhhh relief lol ✌️

That was a really nice response. Appreciate that. Feel better ahhh 😌

This song KINDA fits? … lol ✌️

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It’s been 2 weeks since I have been at work. 😮

Ugh… raining and 71 is high later … is a warm-ish rain- very late season for this. That could be a bad fire year??

I only say that… because the rain it waters the grasses, they get all nice and tall… and summer hits… and temps over 100 ♨️ … kills and dries out all those lush grasses that just adds to the fire 🔥 danger? Cause dry dead grass can go up real quick.

Anyway… That runs through my head cause they gonna be shutting my power off later in summer because of this 🤨 …bitching in advance lol ✌️😄

So I am at work ✌️❤️ woo hoo! – someone left the wreaths out on the doors last night or Friday? Probably last night?

We are supposed to take them in at night because they get stolen lol… more so around Christmas when people want wreaths 🤨 … yup… humanity

Well it’s not hot today – the sun is not blazing in my sky today … dark overcast gray and drizzle

I went all black today… I’m sleepy – didn’t feel like color lol

Ok so here’s something 🤨…

So I jump on computer and I’m checking through all the emails… all work related… and the company I work for lol… sends these fake emails to see if you will click 🤨 they trying to stop computer viruses and phishing

Ok well they caught me clicking twice … but here’s the thing – I know it’s from them and sometimes I just skim…

So anyway… it made me take some course on discovering phishing and protecting lol – I no longer skim lol 🤨✌️

So I got a test one again this morning 🤨… yeah I didn’t skim lol – I got it right – I hit the little fishing button lol 🎣 ✌️

I hate when they do that!!! I get it – I just hate it

So anyway… that’s it I guess… it’s Sunday – it’s rainy … there were not tons of cars out. And I’m all by myself … it is currently quiet 🤫… breakin out my boomin speaker 🔊 lol

(As far as I know – I be the only one here today… so I’m gonna go with that, and have my speaker and not the heavenly music 🎼 lol… it’s just way better with my stuff lol ✌️ … and if they come – oops sorry ok I’ll put on the heavenly music… so whatever I’m goin with my stuff lol)

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Probably back later as usual lol ✌️

So we are doing the whole reopening thing … great 🤨

Guess who I heard from… my cop guy 😮 totally forgot all about that whole situation 😳😮

Why do I feel like I’m gonna throw up??

Yeah I don’t know how I feel about this?? I have some issues here. Big ones … huge… huge issues.

Ok where is my mind? Let me think – I can’t see this straight – I feel pressure here? Could be just me? Cause I’m weird like that??

He starts off with just a simple hello … “hey trouble, hope all is well”

I waited on that for awhile, I didn’t respond all day, cause I just couldn’t deal. Oh my god! The minute I answer I knew what be coming … I was not sure how I wanted to handle? I still am not sure. It makes me very uneasy ??

Literally as soon as we start reopening he is ready to take me out 😮😳

So… I don’t think I can handle him? Oh boy, yeah I don’t think so???

Ok let’s look at this level headed for a minute…

Ok… I’ve known him for a long time, which has pluses and minuses – I kinda know how he is?? I know for SURE he is not just plain vanilla 😳 not that I have a problem with that – however to go there with anyone whew – yeah that’s gonna take time … I don’t think he has the patience, and I can’t otherwise. I need to be at ease

He IS funny… he matches me completely in humor, so I like that. He is fun to be around, we have really hilarious banter

He is also younger than me! Like 5 years 🤨 not that there is anything wrong with that either – I just don’t like being the old one lol – is not a big deal I’m just saying. Cause I don’t know??

He is all suave … like Rico Suave Lol

www.youtube.com/watch

Ok I made myself laugh with that one lol … but he is really smooth with his words. That makes me uneasy…

I kinda feel like I am easy to “read” in person – he knows me… and he is a police officer… they are trained in handling situations so I know this … I am just watching his words and actions. I am guarded with how he does.

I don’t think I can handle him?

He is sly, and fast… almost like he doesn’t want me to think… don’t think about it just jump…

He is a police officer… so he also lives fast too?? Cause you know that’s a tough job … you don’t have the luxury of not being fast with that type of job – I get it… I understand partially

I can’t do that. He gives good argument for it though, he says… don’t overthink, let’s just have fun

Ok see my thing with that is – I know his track record.

I know he likes beautiful women, I know how he is…

He did try to ask me out once before … before all my stuff happened, right after I left my ex. I said no. Was way too soon, I definitely was not ready

Now he’s ruthless just wanting me to give him a chance? A chance for what?? What’s the fricken intention, cause I don’t trust that… could be me? But I’m thinking it’s the boobs 🤨

Trust your vibes right? I look at the big picture and I just think he’s like all the others … that’s why I stay away.

I don’t think I can handle him, and I don’t think he can handle me?? I’m not his type other than being a beautiful woman 🤨 … I also don’t want to be any kind of challenge either!!

I responded earlier, luckily he working until midnight so he’s busy… just said hello very simple – just that.

He responded right away 🤨… says things like miss your face, can’t wait to see you, blah blah, blah… and it all rushed back to me 😑

Ya know… guys use the same lines on women all the time… the same exact ones – like they all went to the same school on how to pick up women 🤨 or there is some sort of bro code with that?

And the ones that are really good at it… know their target 🤨

I would want to say… “I’m not ready” and for the most part I don’t know?

Cause I think if I felt at ease – I would be ok? I would be ready? So how do you feel at ease?

Look I know he’s just asking me to go on a date with him. I get that, it’s not marriage etc etc… I understand all of that…

But I don’t think he aligns with what I want over all? I think he will be too much for me to handle

It needs to feel right and I have to be at ease, want to go slow … when I say that… he says well let me show you that then 🤨

He literally has an answer for everything I say!! 😳 sly!

I just feel uneasy ?? We are gonna have to have a talk

Stupid reopening … I was all safe protected and hidden away… here we go with all this again 😞

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I just find it kinda ??? Stressful??

But then ya know? I don’t let anyone come close to me? I almost feel like it’s a blockage I can’t get past? Or something just holds me back.

Yes I miss things – and yes would be nice to have companion sure …

I just don’t want ??? I don’t even know how to explain?

So I dunno. Ugh I don’t want to deal with this again… I am always trying to avoid this!! The more I try to avoid – the more it comes … ALWAYS!!!!!!

So I don’t really know how to handle?

This is a huge reason I like my peace and kinda hide away? ✌️

When I was a little girl… really little … from maybe age 4 to age 10? I used to have this odd nightmare?? It was really weird and I haven’t thought about since then… until just now …

Everything was pink in my dream… there was like a square in the center? I was in that square… there were people all around that square and they could reach in and grab or try to pull me? Everything was pink and you couldn’t see any faces

I remember how much it terrified me… it sorta feels like that in a way?? …in my dream… I always protected myself and tried to stay away from everyone reaching?

Was just a weird nightmare I had alot. Never understood it… sorta makes sense now 🤨 just weird to remember that?

Well whatever … I’m gonna have to deal with this. Oh boy – I feel uneasy. I totally forgot all about this

Well corona gave me peace for a little while ✌️

Friday night wrap up time lol…

Had a nice evening… we chit chatted for little while and then we all kinda tired … and I’m gonna do some TMI … cause I am cramping Oh my god! ….

When does that shit end for people who are slow with things? Ugh 😩

Although there is some funniness to that lol… alright so… There is a debate in our house lol… is me and daughter 🤨😄…

I claim that when 2 or more women hang out together continuously … we sync? So things go off around same time… you body will match my body lol – trust me it happens!!! Totally think it does!!

However the strong woman I am raising to be just like me 🤨😄… says no, and then she “thinks” she has all this scientific stuff she can throw at me to prove she is the correct one in saying “women do not sync” (yeah ok) lol

So I was cramping and all that awful stuff … so I took some Advil and we all went to my bedroom and laid on my bed… we were all watching my oldests cell phone which was being screen mirrored on to the tv… we were watching Tik Tok things … I didn’t care – I was hurting 😝

So I turned to her and said prepare yourself this week, yours is coming lol – she gets all mad lol

I tell her … look I’m the only woman you are around… you have sync’ed lol … it happens I swear it does!!

So we see if I be correct… if not next week I will hear about it 😄✌️

So they just kinda laid with me tonight ❤️ it was really nice!!! We laughed watching stupid stuff … they would stop for things that was funny to me – and I would laugh so much… they would not find funny 😄😄… but then they play things they all laugh at – and I don’t get it?? So whatever

But it was nice just to have them all with me there. I had heating pad with hurtness… so they just be with me ❤️ was very peaceful ❤️

Ok so on to my girlfriend and what she said…

She made that comment about trying to stand up and life beating her back down no matter what she does… she was very upset…

I understand completely – totally know how that is… fuck do I … I lost my dad, my grandfather, my grandmother, had to take control over my mother with Alzheimer’s, had cancer, fight through a brutal awful divorce… it’s been awful – I should be rocking in the corner… cause then I started to stand up and Hello Corona 🤨 … lost my school job, struggle to survive … fuck ya know? I should be rocking in the corner! I am tired … I would like to NOT have no more hits!!

So I understand life can sometimes grab you by the feet and wack you around like a rag doll… I feel you!!!

It feels like punches to the stomach… so one blow comes… and you react and try to gasp for air, and another punch… and when it’s punch after punch – it’s really hard.

So I understand so completely how she feels. I get it… I don’t want someone feeling that… is horrific.

I still feel that pain… just differently at this point…

All those things still make me cry, I can still feel them in my heart? It still bleeds from the inside… totally. That was ALOT to go through and still going through shit.

All those things were meant to happen… just the way they did… in each thing that occurred… there were definitely lessons in all of it that I NEEDED… so there is that… you can believe that or not … but there were lessons to me. (I still suck at lessons but you keep smacking me with the same lesson – eventually I will pick it up lol)

Not only were there lessons but also… each event lead to something that was connected and could not have occurred without the previous event? As if was just meant to be this way.

And I have always been strong – but now I have super strength (mostly – sometimes I still want my mom lol) ✌️

But I am able to umm? Handle what comes at me. Come at me bro… just kidding, don’t lol … but I can handle it.

I am getting used to the blows so it gets easier to take the hits if you keep having to face them. It’s what’s on your plate … what you have to finish that plate before you can leave the table. You remember that right?

I feel like … life is going to just always hit you with things … whatever it is… it’s gonna be hard, people are gonna struggle – no one ever said life would be easy…

I know she’s frustrated with the lockdown too, and all the other stuff… I made her take a walk with me. My demeanor is generally funny, but I am also very calm? Gentle?

So anyway we walking … she was pretty upset… I just let her vent… we all need to vent – you have to have somewhere to let it out … she’s been bottling that!! Not venting… trying to be like it’s all ok when it’s not. Don’t do that… that hurts you. Get it out.

So like I said, she vented.. and then started to complain about things she has to go through … I know some of those things too… but I didn’t say that. I just let her speak, I just wanted to see her?

She said she she’s fed up with things and having to live like this… And then said she’s just waiting for PG&E to shut our power off. It’s gonna suck, she said.

I said… well yeah… we learned last year how much that sucked… however… we have learned from that!!! And we are more prepared this year – plus if we have to rough it… we are so far ahead of everyone else lol … I got my portable shower ready to go lol – I told her you welcome to use anytime you want lol – I wanted her to see the good too – she didn’t though

I make her laugh… that will save your life… I think laughing adds time to your life… so do that. Everyone needs that!!! It’s so important!!! Even in the worst of times.

So I had her laughing and feeling better … but I noticed there are things she takes for granted and doesn’t understand the appreciation for them?

She can’t see, because she’s upset, frustrated and beaten down.

She won’t grasp it until she is ready to, so it doesn’t matter what I say … I can speak so that seed is planted – but only she can grow that.

The situation is… these are 2 sisters… the other one is my landlord… yeah 😮

Well my landlord truly loves her sister, wants her sister here – does many many many things FOR her sister and doesn’t want her to go anywhere ? Thinks will be fine if she just holds on with a little inconvenience for a little while.

The other one, my walk girlfriend … she just wants to throw her hands up in the air and be done… she’s really tired and exhausted … I can feel her completely …

Here is what I think she is taking for granted and not appreciate as she should… just my opinion as my own person and outsider …

But you have family who wants you, will be there for you, it’s never going to be easy… but you are stronger together than apart… work together – don’t fight against each other… and the walk girlfriend needs get to a point of letting go… she’s not there

None of us want bad things, they just happen … that’s life

Ya know… when she is just with me… she’s hilarious and funny – her comedic timing against mine is like perfection!! She has it in her to love life and appreciate – she just can’t get to it currently … she is having lessons but it’s hard

You have to change sometimes. You have to let go… I had to adjust to many things myself my whole life … so I can adjust pretty easily…

The area I changed was … as all my events were happening it was like a black cloud was just always above me… I couldn’t get away from it and life was brutally pounding me!!

Ok fuckin give me your worst then… and it did!!!

Oh boy did life almost beat me down… it took everything I had to stay straight and level…

My daughter has watched moments of me balling on the floor… so ya know was hard … we all have moments …

My boys and girl all helped and took care of me after my surgeries … even when I couldn’t do anything for myself…

They changed my bandages, helped me with my tubes, took me to drs, fed me, helped me to bathroom and helped me bathe – yeah I have raised pretty incredible kids ❤️ they take my breath away ❤️

I am also blessed with incredible friends who will drop anything for me, and are always there… I have incredible support from my community … I was well known in this town … I will tell you the love and support I got from them … AS WELL AS complete strangers in cancer groups I had – that also saved my life… their strength helped pull me through some pretty horrific moments ❤️ I am forever thankful

And I beat cancer… I won… and I won that final surgery too… I had to fight my ex to have many surgeries cause he’s an asshole- heartless cold and black hearted. So whatever I am away from him and my life was saved ❤️ I won, I am alive – I walk away with my life

I could have died… there were many times I should have died, but I didn’t – don’t think I don’t realize how lucky I am… I do everyday ❤️

One day it will catch up to me, and it will be my time, and I will have run my purpose? But until then… right now I live on a gift?

When I won my fights… they were my first wins… that black cloud that was over me? For the first time started to part ways ?

I could see light again? It had been so long, and I was so tired … but the sun started to shine again?

The minute cancer left my life… I jumped into that school job … fell in love with those kids – they brightened my world even more!! I needed them in those moments – I didn’t know that, and they had no idea about my life … but it was meant to be for me and them… some needed me too… I miss them. I hope they are all alright and doing well.

Then I got the funeral home because I thought ok … I have things there I haven’t worked through – let me do that… and then my demeanor is so calming… I can put people at ease real quick, and I know the grief so I’m good with that… I can relate and feel that pain still…

Anyway my whole point is … I was standing for the first time ever and after cancer… and then corona hit – are you fucking kidding me lol what the fuck is this shit?!

I just feel like… I am blessed with life, and I’m still full of life… I had to change the way I love and how I do…

Some of that was forced upon me, and other things I changed myself …

You may not agree with me on this point … but social media – that can make you depressed, it can make you forget how to love yourself and also how to appreciate what you, yourself, have

I stepped away… I also stopped several other things … and stepped out of my life … I need that peace for myself…

It breathes life into me without all that… I have no outside heaviness … or influences

I am free to experience my own peace and however I want to enjoy my life.

I am alive, I am surviving, and I’m doing ok at this moment – I am hanging on …

I may have moments where I panic about something? But whatever, I get a grip and remember I am strong … I walked through hell, I was married to Satan – I can do this.

I want laughter in my life always… and I never want to take my life for granted or the people I love in it. I want to enjoy every moment even if it’s bad … I can handle that. I think? I try lol ✌️

Every person has to come to their own love of life, whatever that is to you…

I handle my shit my way, I do my own thing, and I love my life!! It’s by no means perfect… but neither am I so whatever – blessed with what I have. Nothing is ever going to be exactly perfect, and it doesn’t have to be- imperfections are just as beautiful ❤️

I still have more to fight to go through so we see… but no matter what, you can’t steal or crush my spirit ever – no matter what you throw at me.

I think she needs a little more lighthearted laughter in her life … she needs a break from the heavy and isn’t sure how to adjust to it or handle it.

I almost thought she was going to ask me to be her room mate 😮

I have a problem with that kinda … only because it makes me nervous… I am careful who comes into my life – and I am afraid of wouldn’t work? If she is heavy I will feel that heaviness and it will pull me down – so yeah I can’t – I’m not ready for that with a person!! Please don’t ask me.

I also believe – you don’t bandaid a problem… if you don’t face it – you gonna get the same lessons over and over, and it will haunt you until you fix it. Even I have that.

So I dunno? Was just a thing today – that’s why I got side tracked

I haven’t told the stories from the store but this is long enough and WordPress is getting all mad at me, freaking out crashing my post lol – it’s like shut up already lol

I’m wordy lol ✌️ enjoy your life, don’t let it crush you ever … you are stronger than that. Be who you are and don’t bottle things … see the funny in life. Don’t let your life slip away – you have one… make sure you laugh ❤️ leave with a smile on your face, not tears… you win, don’t let life win (I still have to put effort in to what I want so ya know never ending story lol)

You never stop learning

Like a video game… master that shit… beat that boss! Finish that level. It makes me think of this… I really love this ❤️…

www.youtube.com/watch

So I will leave you with that and be back tmrw ❤️ Gnite ✌️

I wanna say so much… but I have no time – they on their way 😮… this is more of a reminder for me

Ok so she feels heavy… so I’ll get into that

And then the family … oooohhhh I can understand where they coming from Oh my god! Ok I see. That’s hard for both sides

Ok and then store 🤨 hated it!!!

Tons of people out, many don’t give a fuck, only older with masks, and very few – no distance was being maintained Oh my god! – I will come back and bitch later

At the check out guy says to me… first time outta the house? Lol ummm lol what?? Do I look that way? Is it obvious? Lol – I’m my space suit 😄✌️

Ok so they on way they be here shortly… I got all the groceries – dropped off a few things for my elderly German lady… and got everything put away.

I have even jumped back in shower to get germs away!!!!

Whew!

Also it’s really really hot out!!! 🥵

I always like this song… this is kinda my song… I love this song – I don’t care what it means … I just enjoy it … it’s my stroke song lol … I am currently having heat stroke lol ✌️

www.youtube.com/watch

Ok they be here any second – I don’t wanna be all up on my phone

Back late tonight lol ✌️ dying to speak so badly!!!

You know how ??? I don’t even know how to say?

You know how someone is when they are with you?? How they act etc?

Ok… you know my girlfriend that I take walks with? I just watched her dynamic with her family …

Is very different than with me 😮 and ya know I can understand both sides …

On one side… she is fed up because she is out of work, there is some crappy neighbor being a jackass all the time (he really is) … and she said that she feels she can’t do as she pleases in her own home 😔… she’s really miserable… and said something that just caught my attention…

She said… I just feel like every time I start getting ahead, something kicks me right back down. 😮 ok… I felt those words!!! Oh no… I don’t like that she hurts that way… I know that way… I get it. Completely – yeah dude… hello?? Totally been there!!!

I have so much I wanna say right now lol …

Hmm was just interesting being outsider – I have many things to say – but I got sidetracked lol and I HAVE to get to the store lol ✌️

“Squirrel”

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This is why my week goes by so fast lol ✌️😄

I will be back later – I have so much to say!!!!!

Store… focus on store!!!

Ok I’m off!! For real ✌️ dammit

Friday’s seem to come faster and faster?? I love Friday’s so that’s awesome… but every time I turn around – it’s Friday again!! 😮❤️ Bonus! But is just so fast…

I thought this week would drag massively because I had last weekend off… this week did not drag at all… I blinked and it’s Friday again – what did I do? Lol ??

I do have a lot to do today … well not really – but I have to go to the store lol 😄✌️ … that’s alot! Cause I hate that… and on a Friday!! 😝 – dragging my feet again ✌️

Well whatever… ya take the good, ya take the bad, ya take em both and there ya have, the facts of life lol ✌️

www.youtube.com/watch

❤️✌️

It is a beautiful sunny day ☀️ high today is warmer at 77… or probably 20 something in Celsius. 🤨😝 … I’m gonna stick to my high temps cause the Celsius thing bothers me alot with those lower sounding temps!! Maybe good with science experiments or whatever else – but for heat index – I prefer Fahrenheit ❤️✌️ … makes it sound all hot lol

Boys coming over later as usual… so I suppose I do need to move my ass along 🤨😏 I just don’t wanna get suited up with my thigh high boots for snake protection 🤨… my mask for face protection 🤨… and gloves for germ protection 🤨… oh yeah and so wearing the asshole protection pin also!!! Lol ❤️ (that one I like lol)

But yeah this is a pain in the ass for protection!!! The price of safety 🤨😝

Ok well I should move my ass lol… if I don’t force myself – I will find some way to push it off… and is best if I just do it!!! so doing it 🤨😑 ugh – every time I moan – every single time!!! Lol

www.youtube.com/watch

I wish you could just do some sort of safety dance and totally be protected lol ✌️ (like a rain dance, that brings rain… although that never works for me either lol)

Alright well I’m off. Back at some point ✌️

Oh my god! 😳

And we have snakes 🐍 😳😱 holy moly!!!

Yes actually… I did say that in plural form 😳…

There was a tarp in the garden area… my landlord went to move the tarp and there were screams!! I was not there thank god… I would never sleep again and just have bad nightmares!! Yeah it works like that!

Anyway… there was not ONE… not TWO… try 5 or 6 😮😱 omfg!! 😮😱😮😳

Ok so where to move to? 😄✌️

Ireland 🇮🇪 has no snakes right?

I’m like “what did you do with the snakes?”

There are people for that ya know… you can hire people to come get that!! Take it away!! Yes please take my wallet – lol kidding … but there are people for that.

However that is not how they do I guess? Cause landlord say, we just shoo’ed them off 😮😳😱

Wait what??? Lol

Omg I am wearing thigh high boots until summer is over!!

Omg so… face mask, gloves, and thigh high boots – California country style 2020 fashion woo hoo!!

Please dear god! Please don’t let a snake scare me or jump out at me 😳🙏

And no for your information… I have never watched the movie Snakes on a Plane or Anaconda – nope no thank you.

I also won’t watch Arachnophobia 🕷 😳

Do not care if you loved them… they are a definite NO! For me lol … I will have nightmares it just goes like that. I know how I am lol ✌️ – been like that forever …

When I was little, like 4 and 5, my best friend was a little boy 6 months younger than I was.

We lived in the backwoods of Maine during that time. Ohhhh him and I just used to explore!! It’s a wonder how we never got lost in the forest or met some demise lol …

His parents were different than my parents … I was the first child, my best friend was the 3rd… lol… so his parents just let us do or go where ever lol… he didn’t really have rules like I did – he was free

Anyway while over his house one day – I think we were playing legos… they had this on the TV… this is the whole thing, so you don’t have to watch it – and I would advise against it!! It will give you nightmares!!! I had nightmares about this for years afterwards!! Totally not kidding!!

www.youtube.com/watch

And I couldn’t tell my mom cause I not supposed to be watching stuff like that lol… she would never let me over there again lol

But yeah things like that give me nightmares! So nope!!!

Ugh – just remembering that gives me this awful shudder feeling 😝 bleh!!

Ok snakes 🐍 😳… yeah so umm I don’t think I’m gonna be outside anymore lol ..kidding – I got boots ✌️ …that better help!!

Oh god… just please don’t let a snake scare me or be close to me Oh my god!

So not a snake person.

I do like frogs 🐸… the ones we have here… they are sweet and gentle… non poisonous … so I like frogs!

Otherwise not really a bug or reptile person lol ✌️

But ok now I have to deal with snakes 🐍… who will probably find a home somewhere around me 😳 oh please god just no!!

I am going to put the number of the people who you can hire to deal with that for you… yeah that’s gonna go in my favorites list and on speed dial. Hell yeah

I’m not doing a snake!! F that!!!

Also… IF I should see one… the scream would seriously be around the fricken world!!!

And then ugh that’s all I will think about … 🤨 right now is all I am thinking about lol

So yeah … I’m thinking about NOT going outside or to the store 😮

This morning is overcast, with spotty drizzle 🌧 … 70 degrees …

I like Fahrenheit way better than Celsius!! I have such a problem with Celsius!! I really do not like it!!! At all!!

It takes my 70 degrees… and turns it into “21” 🤨… that makes me think of cold 🥶

Right there is makes me not like it. Lol … why does the rest of the world use Celsius and not Fahrenheit ?

I read this article…

https://www.vox.com/2015/2/16/8031177/america-fahrenheit

At least it says there are things I can blame 😄… (sorry that was a funny joke for me)

I still really prefer my Fahrenheit. I just like it better at 70… not 21 … I can’t bring myself to say… ooohhh it’s 21 today lol … yeah that sounds wrong I can’t do it – I would never be excited about 21 lol

They can use Celsius on anything else … just don’t touch my temperatures lol

I have this app on my phone… is a weather app… this app is spot on every single time… it’s hilarious…

For example… if it is going to rain… I can open that app, and it will precisely tell me when exactly this rain will fall 😄😄

I keep freaking out my neighbors with it 😄😄 … they text me … rain today, what time? …

So… I open my app, and look… sure enough tells me when it will start and when it will end 😄 and even gives me a gage on how heavy the rain be 😄😄

So then I turn around and reply… yeah, will start at 10, but only a intermittent sprinkle here and there until 11am

I do that every time… and guess what happens? Lol … whatever I say will be – is how it is 😄❤️ that is balls!! ❤️

So now at this point they just text me and say… what time does the rain start? 😄😄❤️

Give me a minute – let me check my all weather knowing app 😄❤️ … totally delighted with that!

I will have to go to store later 🤨 “maybe” cause I don’t like doing that… so I put if off as much as possible ✌️ drag my feet lol

I just don’t want to!! I try to find any way to avoid! I have a teenager 🤨 they eat and drink a lot lol ✌️ … so I kinda have to

I might try to push it for a day? Maybe? She might be on my case 😄✌️ … and then I’ll just do it

To use a word she says … I find going to the store very “cringy”! 😝

But I guess gotta be brave right? 😝 I just hate it!! … just saying

www.youtube.com/watch