I cried 🤷‍♀️

So today start like normal… but I driving black van and keep black hoodie up

I look like grim reaper 😮 ☠️ oh well – same business

And then I get message …

Telling me “don’t be mad” … but he called my automotive and made self point of contact and will cover my parts 😮😮

That’s why they not call me yet

I’m not mad – I cried though

The other night I talk to him about stuff and he started talking about Christmas stuff

So I said … let’s just NOT do Christmas presents … because I will have to pay for my car stuff, and then that way no pressure – we can just relax and enjoy getting to know without anything heavy

I also mentioned some things make me cry so best to go very slow – he said ok and agreed … I also told him don’t keep trying to impress me (cause he does constantly) I’m just different when comes to that – I wanna know who he is as person above all

He said he will try to not do that … but he still does lol 🤷‍♀️

And then he did that this morning or yesterday?? 😮

So I said thank you – but it made me cry and then it was very sweet and kind so 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ I dunno what to think

I be back later still working

My people keep saying – give him a chance … see he really likes you

I know he does and I like him a lot – enjoying getting to know him slowly… he’s really funny and sweet

I just wanna be careful

I wanna like him for him and not feel obligated – I tell him that

And my girls keep saying good things happen to good people – give him a chance

I do – I’m still talking to him and learning who he is

But I am cautious 🤷‍♀️ just careful … but he seems like good hearted person – I just wanna be sure

Also since been awhile since someone in my life – and last time was abusive so I’m just gonna be slower – he’s accepting of that and very cool with it

Doesn’t pressure or anything

I was just little taken back with regards to my vehicle 🚙 – did not expect at all … so caught off guard little

Rain is coming – my breasts are ACHING!!!! All day long – my left side hurts so badly – alot of pressure feeling

Ok have to go – back tonight 🙏