In just one year 😮

Alright so … what should I start with? Lol

Ok we start with the stories I CAN tell … Doby… (dough-bee – to clarify) 😘✌️

He’s just amazing ❤️🐾 I really love the little man ❤️ he is little now… but I swear his feet grow bigger daily 😮

He has grown since we bring home – he used to be really tiny … but he is stretching out lengthwise … he is longer and sleek – his little face ❤️ I love his little face ❤️ he brings me back to life 😮

https://youtu.be/3YxaaGgTQYM

I just haven’t had little one to care for in awhile… and is all new experience – chihuahuas are easy – I love them very much – but they are easy

With him there is effort – my oldest say “mum you don’t have to treat him like baby”

But he is my baby ❤️ he did also say – wow he’s calming down and chilling out

That’s because he melting into our world ❤️

Lol – only sometimes a jungle … usually because of work… but usually my downtime or free time is calm and peaceful – we play and then he wears out and I play calm music and man falls asleep lol 🙌

He runs and plays all around and goes under beds and things – but he is getting bigger and doesn’t seem to understand that lol – soon that will not be possible … little man gonna get himself stuck 😮

Also he has ZERO fear of life – omg this man!

He just has no fear of heights or things like that – although he IS afraid of motorcycles and Trains – the train is across the street from my work… lol so is very loud!! If you are on the phone with me when it passes – you will have to wait a minute cause I won’t hear a thing lol

He comes running to me and goes in between my legs when either one of those go by lol 😄❤️ he is so funny 🐾❤️ … now when he is little lol … I do not know how funny that will be when he is fully grown 😮😮😮😳 maybe for others but not me lol

I bet the man will not like fireworks 😞 💥 probably not – so no more enjoying July 4th – he will will be between my legs, I’m sure 🙄 he is soooo cute ❤️

Omg that’s gonna be an experience 😳😮 he was born on July 16th – he is in my month and a day after my mothers birthday ❤️

He will be almost one year old the next July 4th 😮😮

I can’t wait to see what he grows into ❤️❤️ he is such little pipsqueak – he is getting REALLY long and sleek 😮 … yeah he is getting taller and longer – but he is sleek ❤️

He also likes to slide across my wood floors lol … but we usually playing when he does that – it is hilarious – one day I will video

And last night – fine … I sat down after we played for awhile and had dinner … and we watched some tv … at first was his – and I can only take so much watching dogs run around lol … so I switched to something I watch and it was like last episode … and then it recommended “we bought a funeral home” they were turning it into a normal house but really cool… I just dunno if I would wanna live there lol … the whole funeral thing lol … by myself …I would freak myself out

And after that it recommended this show called “my haunted house … ok I am curious … well it was scary 😳😮 the program started by saying “MAY contain disturbing images” 😳

How bad could it be? 😳

MAY contain disturbing images ??? How about yes? They were ALL disturbing images lol

Well it’s not a movie and I don’t see it on YouTube and also probably would be too disturbed by the trailer myself lol 🤷‍♀️

Ok well I was scared … I should have taken his picture cause he was all into it lol 🙄😄😄🐾❤️ oh this dog lol – he so funny – he was glued, his eyes were all wide and his ears were at attention lol … hopefully that is not any nightmares for him lo … or me – probably me

So… let’s see what else … well there was something weird…

There is this kid who is young and very good looking … he knows that, and then also… many of the girls swoon (is that an old word, or is that still in use?)

Anyway whatever – I have mountains of work to do!! I am doing office managing, location managing AND families – not my choice and I struggle with so much work… but I have no choice

So typically I do not pay attention – whatever – make sure you working ✌️😘

Plus unless you draw my attention?? I do not notice anything … like when life tries to teach me something lol … it usually has to hit me over the head with it or I don’t always notice … same thing 🤷‍♀️ …

Well anyway…

If I see you are incredible human being …oh that is totally gonna draw my attention … What am I gonna pay attention to that other stuff for??

So… anyway … I have a coworker who likes him… she very flirty with him

I guess he messaging her asking questions about “me” 🫤

And then he ask if we need help and do need him to come over? Am I in the office? and things like that.

She tells me that it is because I make the atmosphere so welcoming and relaxed not tense or crazy.

Well whatever – we did not need help on Friday… well we always need help, but is another location that needs him more than us… so that is odd and now I am on alert with that. 🚨

Whatever

I am NOT a material girl … I make my OWN material 😘… but there is something else that would be important to me – it’s just not money

I like this song ❤️ and fits here… if I just change the word “material” to something else and change a few other words slightly- lol – then yes this is me lol

https://youtu.be/6p-lDYPR2P8

And I just be on guard with that

And then lastly, I have a possible offer for something 😮🙏 I don’t wanna be too excited and just tell you – just let me wait and see – I do not want to take a chance on jinx’ing anything

And you don’t know what is yet ❤️ – so just wait – I will say later 💋 don’t get me all excited – there be balance 😮 – yeah ok no more … I’m getting excited so just keep that on back burner for a minute

And then …

https://youtu.be/_g_tuOS-iZ4

See – it can be fun 😘❤️👏 I like it better when simmers into possible greatness 💋✌️

But we see – don’t get too far ahead or too excited yet.

… whoa 😳…. When I think back with ONLY THIS YEAR alone!! 2022 😮😳

Damn so much things change my life 😮

2017 was my year of devastation and loss… deaths – Alzheimer’s – cancer – satan … omg … 2017 was absolutely worst year of my life ever

There were very dark moments that year – and then on – for awhile.

BUT fricken 2022 has everything omg … starting in January with the house 🏡… and then little and big things in my life, that I don’t deal with usually and then life makes me lol

And then my mom back in June… July and August – doing a bunch of things… September – new edition … omg and here are the holidays 😮😳

Damn.

And … the only reason I was able to stand up – was Covid – to shut down the world and schools … I could work full time and prove self and did …

Without the shut down – I could not have done it

And then also… it gave me little things – like driving on the highway 🛣 all by myself – I would hear this song in my head ALL the time when I drove the highway :

https://youtu.be/S7b8ADhadJU

Because I knew was a once in a lifetime thing. I savored being only one on highway – I will remember that forever!! I will never see that again!

I would not have had a way to work and pick up daughter from school… Covid allowed me 😮

And I live so simple and peaceful and I save every penny – and then they do stimulus – I save that too… and that’s how I was able to get house – for years I saved …since cancer

I sorta had to let my life die… maybe like a fire – it burned to the ground in 2017… and I now have regrowth? ish lol ✌️ I still like privacy and peace – I am still silent except with work. Otherwise I do stay away from stuff – I love the peace that has because I don’t really have negative ❤️👏👏

The minute I free from everything – I have peace so I like that ❤️ I can feel the world better for my own self

And then from there – 2020 – here I am ❤️

https://youtu.be/HgknAaKNaMM

I know I play that one a lot ❤️ I just like that one a lot – so let’s just go with it 💋❤️

Once I finish last surgery and it was ok… that was my first shine of light and then it keeps shining ❤️

Life let me live, life freed me, life let me survive AND life gave me moments 😮😮

But it is fluid so… I watching how the flow goes

Sometimes I have fails – but sometimes right place right time – I am water sign 💦 … my life flowing always!!

But damn 2022! Omg – the year that fit one lifetime, into one year! 😮😮😮 … and is still fitting things!!

Ugh and here come the holidays

Ughhhh I just hate the commercialism so much – I just like to enjoy quiet and peacefully – except I do like the YouTube videos of music and lights on a house – do those – I love those ❤️👏👏👏

But I don’t like how is forced to be so commercial and forced to socialize ughhh … I do that in July and August… when is nice and hot – blood pumping – pretty sure I’m hot blooded lol ✌️

https://youtu.be/8yDmeYxTeC0

In winter time – I am more bear-like lol … I prefer hibernation ✌️😘 brrr 🥶 … I do not like a lot of cold … medium or hot please

I always always always think of this commercial lol …

https://youtu.be/WB-bcDBXvDA

Yes – is like that when I remember Massachusetts or Maine winters 🥶 bone chilling!!

So I like medium or hot … not 115 hot – that’s a little over the top… preferable from 70 to 95 be good

Well anyway here come the holidays – I have be kinda social, but I am not – I am much more quiet and private during holidays 🤷‍♀️ means a lot to me … and I’m pretty sure it’s the cold weather, coldness and commercialism/ capitalist-ness – put those all together and I don’t like it lol ✌️😘

I feel the holidays can be hard for some – and should be more respectful with that- human kindness and compassion – but instead wicked commercialized and magic kinda lost in society ?

During holidays I think of people who are struggling or having hard time – not capitalism or gifts

Ok I’m done for now. Pretty sure that’s it

I worked this weekend because I have things I have to do and can’t get done during the week!! I have too much work.

Ok so – I will be around

https://youtu.be/l-Xzfi7XwLY

😘❤️