Perhaps all those times I say “should I leave death?” … but I stay? Hmm… am I supposed to get away?
I felt like it had healed me little and also let me stand up and survive during Covid… and I do love my job, and my team ❤️ (mostly lol… sometimes there is issues – just like a family lol 🙄) …but I love them. Absolutely know how lucky and privileged I am to work with them ❤️🙌 best people ever mostly lol 😘✌️
They my peeps ❤️
But I sit here this morning, and this will not go well… if they do find things – I can’t stay with death omg 😳
Also… just in case – I will have strict instructions for these people!!!
But yeah, I can’t be fighting something and also engulfed deeply in it 😳😳 this is death we talking about lol
Omg 😳 it’s just because I’m thinking of things – a lot of thoughts
Ok have to work, I “would say”.. will take my mind off of my stuff … but nope, it won’t take my mind off 😳😳 it makes it worse, because of business it is and what I see
See that’s gonna be all bad