😮 so life… funny huh?
So this past weekend, the guy from few weeks ago – the one I started off with firey ??
He asked if we could have lunch on Saturday – sure fine … but then postponed til late Sunday – ok fine whatever but I am not driving far.
So he came out my way, and we sat and talk… dude is married – he said she live somewhere else (another state) and they getting divorced 🤨 … second marriage
Yeah no 🤨
So I told him, look I do not want to enter anything complicated – you are married and should have just told me that when I asked you…
I can’t be anyones savior – you have to do that yourself… so that’s a massive pass
He told me I bring light to his darkness 😳😮
That struck me…
Ok I do not like darkness … darkness is kinda heavy… I can’t have heavy. If you heavy – I can’t handle you. I like to love life.
￼I am not darkness – I am light … darkness overshadows my light 💡
I can not have heavy darkness – I am very careful – nope nope and nope 👎
Only with death is that ok – otherwise instant no.
So whatever – “men” – see… are you understanding how this is??
Well with some not all…
But then there are also things I do not understand… so I got home maybe about 5pm… and then Country boy text me…
Ok why?? Can you not if you are not on same page as me??? So what is purpose- I do not know… see I am telling you… he just does that so I think of him – he be on my mind 🤨
I like country boy… but I stand soooooo firm… so what’s the deal? He say one thing – but then acts different … so I kinda need distance if we not on same page there. Stop making me think of you
Plus he makes me laugh – but stop – we not on same page. Just let me distance
And then … not that it is anything – because it is not… totally not… strictly business …
But… the vet who helping me with things around my house 😮 careful
Well he’s the one who I didn’t know if he was gonna kiss my hand or not lol
Well… so… he’s funny and sweet… very sweet!! But check it… so dude sets me up with dining set … helps me with spa.. and gutters – it all makes me smile 🙌
I asked him if he could give me 2 estimates …
One for full on repair … and one to get me by until I have enough money for full on repair? Lol
So today he come to my house when I was still at work…
He price out the fence … he give me estimate for full on repair… and then just did the repair to get me by for free … and he doesn’t want any money
I come home and it’s amazing 🤩 perfect
He pretty incredible
But again – strictly business that’s it – I’m just saying … I know I pay him but he’s really sweet… plus he knows how to do literally everything lol
So also thank you for that ❤️ 🇺🇸
🤫 shhh 🤐
Just be careful ✌️
And then… so… I have not used hot tub because what?? I go sit in by myself?? And do what?
But then my coworkers are like no you have to get in – we dare you lol
Well ok fine … if you gonna say dare lol
So I did ❤️😮 It was very chlorinated lol … I was tense after work… sat in there with heat and bubbles for 10 minutes and I now I am not tense 😮
It is sooo cool!
Yeah ok …THIS guy better be careful… don’t meet me… make me laugh… fix everything perfect and do stuff for free … PLUS a vet ?! Yeah be careful ⚠️
Don’t be too awesome – careful
I will keep distance
Anyway… tonight I put on my bikini … my back yard is pretty private but back up to an alley – do you see where this is going?
So I get in … notice nothing… think I am alone… so then I get out but I don’t have stairs yet … thankfully I have long legs but that was a stretch lol – whatever so I get the towel around me and I start to head inside and I think I see something behind the fence …
But ya know – I’m scared of noises and things so nope not gonna check so I keep heading in and I have to go up concrete stairs to the slider and I get a full view and I see someone’s head – definitely a man
Creepy – can you please not do that
And then see ?? By myself
So whatever if you wanna see scars. But it’s really creepy all by myself
Don’t be creepy! That is very bad! I definitely do not like that.
Ok well whatever – so definitely not on married guy … ya know … funny thing… I thought to myself – watch this gonna be something shady – he from Sac… yup … I want zero entanglement in that.
And country boy … well he better figure out what he wants – cause I’m not playing around. You better state your purpose ￼
And military man … probably should be careful and keep distance … keep business …
We see who he is. But he just keeps being amazing
I pay him so… but he always gives me really cheap price or free – even with the quote today … he give me quote for repair and was already cheap … but I need time to budget …
So not only did he fix my fence to hold me over until he does repair – he refused to let me pay him… and then when I say ok I will start budgeting for it … and he says well I can maybe see where we can have be little cheaper lol
Well no… because I want to pay him what he worth… is ok for me to budget for it… you do not have to just do things for me… but that is very sweet. I appreciate … you take care of me… I’ll take care of you… so that’s all… his time, labor and help is worth something to me …so yes – let me pay you!!
So anyway careful… he drawing my attention
I think I am going to ask my alarm company to install cameras in backyard too. Yes I want full surveillance for my compound lol
But I seriously hear all kinds of things at night near my window and then that today – so yes – full surveillance please 🙌
Just because ya know? So whatever – safer
Ahhh moments you miss the middle of no where!!!
Ok well whatever … gonna crawl into bed. What day ugh Monday still – tmrw is Monday part 2
Alright – good night 🌙💤