So… the theme of this week is “pissy” because everyone is pissy!!! Holy crap did we not get what wanted for Christmas or something?
But seriously yes!! Everyone is pissy – whatever – handle your shit ✌️😘
… whatever … I hang back… you do you ✌️
But it’s like everyone … and it’s rainy cold and crappy 🤨 uhhhh how much longer til spring???? C’mon it’s taking forever!! Sunshine – need sunshine and warmth!! Yes … I am a winter wuss lol … keep me warm and sunny – I have rules like gremlins lol … kidding …
But… it’s yucky miserable weather – also boring – stupid … cold 🥶 … not a winter fan … I don’t like a chill in my bones 😮😮 oh I hate that feeling … I don’t like the redness on my face… I don’t like watery eyes or runny nose lol – oh winter please be done!! Ok so yeah … the theme is pissy so I am pissy lol ✌️
So whatever every single person is under stress currently so… everyone is pissy. We exploding 😮 holy moly 😮 here we go again – there was a calm before the storm 😮😮😮 it’s true – that happens!
But yeah … I have to talk to people – for info – to give info – to ask questions – tons of things … and they all fuckin pissy! Just ya know … umm you can sense the stress …because you have it too lol
Just is crappy weather – we exploding, changes are being made lol and boom lol 💥
Also… guess what? I get to help find new location!! 😮😮😮 I have to keep in area but check it 🙌❤️❤️❤️ boom 💥 ❤️
I question sometimes – maybe I should leave death – it’s alot… but then I dunno
Death always lures me to stay… I do love my people very much … funeral people are actually really funny!!! ❤️ is like this :
They are all actually amazing because they are each individuals ❤️ characters 🙌 … ok maybe so am I lol … is just funny cause we all have quirkiness ❤️ yeah – I love my moments with them … are amazing moments in my life ❤️ but whatever – they pissy this week 😘✌️
I go quiet. I gonna give space always… whatever – you do you
There is many things going on!!! Fricken life!!!
The house … omg ❤️ … so yeah that’s lining up
Ok so there is that.
And then … ya know … I do not like to listen to things I don’t wanna hear lol ✌️I do not like when life tries to teach me something –
So guess who been texting me 😮
So yeah … country boy – see what is that?? No no and no … nope – not on same page and no. Pointless – nope 👎
But when life wants to throw things at me – it really does 🤨 c’mon. 🤦♀️ whatever
Just let me be… ya know … supposably when you go through traumatic events – is better that you give yourself time to heal…
And ya know – Rome wasn’t built in a day 😘 time – savor time…
And then ya know – I am learning my own self
So… I dunno … I am under construction and healing … so I’m taking time with my life
So just let me.
So whatever … I do enjoy my life, am not ready. So that’s it
Can life not throw it at me??? Stop!
I just wanna have time and still healing – all of it was traumatic so … I want my own balance Re-stabilized and I am not there … so I want time for my own self
Oh wait lol …am I supposed to choose? Lol D
Do I choose…
Lol … what would you choose ?
But see … you give me time and then you don’t know the ride I take you on lol …
Prerequisite is patience. Done and done ✔️
But whatever – no one can handle that so whatever. ✌️
Like I said above – so am I 💋
I have something else to tell you … ok well … sooo … I just threw my info to a job offer – ya know people tell me so hard … so meh whatever – I am fishing lol 🎣 … I didn’t TRULY think 😮😮
Because guess what… they want to move forward – omg … what do I do
Ok life can stop making tons of changes omg 2022!!! One thing at a time – not everything all at once
What do I do? 😮 uh-oh … I never thought they would contact 😮😮 ya know
Omg life stop
See … one rollercoaster ride at a time please
Oh boy – can I not make thousands of choices before the end of the year? Lol … life wants to squeeze everything into 2021 before it’s over and life is different 😮😮😮
Every time I look around 😮…
Ok so I have to think 😮 whoa 😮
Omg what is happening to my life – … is like lifequake 😮😮😮 what do I do? Which way do I go …
It’s ok I’m scared little right? Lol … uh oh holy moly – breathe
Choices Ok – choices omg
What will 2022 look like? 😮😮 omg