What is life doing? 😮

So you will not believe what occurred 😮

So Adonis 😮

Ok well… where to begin 😳😮

So yesterday he was just Adonis and I not pay attention other than how good looking he was… whatever – that’s not deep so whatever – but damn

And he’s good looking so usually they are totally aware of that 🙄… and ya know “playboy” or whatever – so I just don’t pay attention to stuff like that. I just keep to self

Then today he talking … he’s a veteran, been to Middle East couple times 😮 and this guys got drive! Like insane 😮

He went silent too 😮 different but also same

So ok whatever – coincidence

And he’s a Yankee – I am Red Sox – that is a serious line drawn!!! No joke lol ✌️

But he’s cool and omg opened every door always, even if I got to door first and opened it… he would go behind me and hold for me to go first 😮😮

And would open car door, all of it 😮

Back at the office one of my coworkers kept asking me privately “Trisha do you feel a vibe?” … over and over she ask me lol

There was that electricity … there are some people you meet who are just electric 😮 I am careful with electricity 😮

But c’mon … he on other side of country. And got a HUGE job working for a huge bank in another country 😮😮 he travels constantly (that wouldn’t bother me though IF I trusted… but that trust is earned not given so whatever)

I am in California and I am old. He can not be interested.

So ok whatever… he is just being amazing lol … he noticed things I would say and ask about 😮 and noticed my reactions on things 😮

So we just work… I stay late. There were others there too… they upgrading our systems

We ALL left about 8:30pm 😮😮

He keep asking me what to do in area … so I say not a lot on a Tuesday night, do you want to get dinner or something? (My son was with daughter since I was working late)

So we went to dinner and talked 😮 he took me to fancy restaurant – never let me pay for anything! Not one thing 😮

He is very smart – he’s an engineer … and then we have same respect of life? Same morals, want same things 😮

Also not that it matters – but also same religion – I only mention because I said something about being Catholic and he looked like he was thrilled about that lol 😮 and also said he was too… that came up a couple times 😮 not weirdly, just how convo went

He also asked me some really personal questions you ask when you interested 😮 because earlier in day… we talked about stuff and I made comment that I don’t date or go out – I stay away mostly so I never let it get to those personal questions

It’s been a long time but I don’t mind because I find it peaceful like that, until I find what I want and yes … I do find some that are just electric – I do totally want that so… he has that… but I don’t know him.

The convo flowed, and we laughed and he was so kind. And his level of compassion and caring is amazing…

We have similar experiences

You know what’s funny? Why is always young man? Lol… not that age, race, color, religion mean anything, but still – I am over 10 yrs older than him!! Omg 😳

If I do not think of age – I am ok

But then I think of it – and that’s a hard one ?

And I sorta think I have double standard lol 😮 because I would not think much of older man with younger woman

But when on other foot is little more ?? I don’t know?? Noticeable ?? Or not as accepted ? Or it just is odd because is me??? It’s probably me lol

And he walked me to my car, opened the door for me – and gave me this hug 😮😮 …like you don’t want to let go 😮

So I’m never gonna see this guy again lol …

I just met him by accident lol … he just so happen to have job at my facility 😮 of course it was mine

He asked for my Facebook and Instagram so I had to explain little. He didn’t have any issue with that – I just can’t … I thought about for quick second and then thought of what would happen if I open … and then I think I just can’t ☹️ … not even a big deal but is to me.

But again he was ok with that… he has my number

I am not really sure what I think about whole entire thing 😮 that was a big giant whirlwind day?? 😮😮

It’s late – I got home really late and am exhausted – had a fun time though 😮😮 I did not see any of that coming 😮😮 but I need to sleep!

I did NOT sleep with him or kiss him… hug only… just in case you are wondering… I’m not there

Hug was fine and he seemed like wanted kiss, but … I just need time – I am not ready – not even for Adonis 😮😮😮

I just need time to know. I really can’t be at ease without that.

I enjoyed actually having dinner with him 😮

Ok on that note – goodnight 💤