🚫 Zippers and Zen ❤️

So …never again -with shirts that have zippers down the front – nope 😝👎

Oh that was awful – all day it rubbed omg …bad bad bad!!

On my way home I wanted to unzip because omg so awful!!! It hurt and bothered all day long 😝😝😝 I did not because I am not pulling into my home like that with a creepy neighbor – I will wait

But I could not wait to take off! Omg

I don’t want to see another zipper for a little while. I am done with zippers at this moment …

It’s a beautiful shirt ☹️ bleh – goodwill – maybe would not bother someone who doesn’t have scars?? I dunno but that zipper was rubbing me the very wrong way all day long!!!!!

Ok. Well whatever – that bothered me today – all day

Now my chest all kinda rubbed raw feeling? I did not like that at all – obviously ✌️😘

So whatever …

So I started at mine and then was at haunted mansion…

I had to ask for something personal and give proposition… just a change in hours and days so I can bring daughter to… school 😳

I am not comfortable with that.

She wants it. So I feel that life is individually about the choices you make in life.

She will be freshman in high school. She desperately misses her friends! She sees them but not often.

She pleaded. And I want her to have the ability in life to see and experience it, but also understand the choices you make in life and what consequences that can bring.

So whatever – we had a conversation and I let her make her decision. 🤨🙄

Ok I can’t keep her just locked away like me lol … and I have to prepare her for life. I have to kinda let go of the little girl.

There is this commercial…

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Is like that. That is my baby… my youngest 😮

So that’s a little freaky. She is vaccinated and will be masked. 😳 … I have to let her. She knows my opinion. Lol ✌️… her first big life choice and oh boy, here comes high school with a girl 😳😮

She is spirited… I don’t know where that came from ? Lol 😘

They start the 19th – I don’t know why on a Thursday ?? They are always weird like that… just ruin summer on a Monday!! Lol ✌️😘 I’m kidding – I just really love summer and they should end it on a Monday! But whatever

Ok so there is that.

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🙌❤️🙌 I just like the vibe of summer ❤️❤️

And for my daughter…

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Well whatever they grow up lol … is weird seeing from the side of parent and suddenly they are grown 😮

One minute… they little – the next thing I know they grow up 😮😮 you blink and they grow!!

So I just want her to make strong decisions and whatever the consequences of that are – be prepared to accept that.

I have to let life come.

Well anyway – because of that I had to give a proposition … so they gonna work with me and I can keep my job ❤️ yay!!

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I need more time. I am building something lol … my little empire lol 😘✌️ … so yes more time

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❤️ I love that whole Culture Club album lol ❤️ ✌️

Well anyway… and then I thought how do I wanna go home?

So I decided to take the way that getting out of the city is terrifying lol … but I only do that for like 10 minutes – the rest of my ride is country back roads 😮🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌

Omg like 30/40 minutes of just relaxation driving 😮🙌 it’s sooo beautiful on my eyes ❤️❤️❤️ and yes …I said that the way I meant it ❤️

It’s hot… so I think there is a mugginess to the air and we have smoke or haze or both? It does not smell smoky?

But the sun shines through the grayness but not really – just enough to make the yellow grasses shine like is made of gold 😮😮 you should have seen it… it shimmers lighting up the earth against the gray sky!!! The photo does not do justice at all!!

But this is the 30/40 minute drive I have …

My normal way I am usually all tense… because is all Highway and crazy… and I don’t know where all the people came from?? 🤷‍♀️ there are twice more than before covid!! 🤨

Or seems that way anyway.

But THIS new way… I get that peace and all to myself 😮🙌❤️ … so I am tense for little while into drive… but then just the views and things are incredible ❤️❤️❤️

So once you on that road and it is relaxed and leisurely – you own the road ❤️❤️🙌

You suddenly only see the beauty and then that relaxes you ❤️

And then life thinks it’s funny … cause then it plays:

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I go to change the channel and it’s on the other channel too lol 🙄

… on my way TO work this morning it played this:

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Lol … that made me laugh though ❤️ I remember that with my brother ❤️

Well anyway – that ride is fricken mint 🙌❤️❤️❤️ just beautiful the entire time and relaxing and chill – very zen ❤️

It takes your breath away once you settle into it ❤️❤️ I like that ❤️

I chanced it tonight because I just wanted that ❤️🙌❤️

Ok well – it was a good day

With the exception of the stupid zipper 🤨😝👎 ✌️

Good night ❤️💋

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