Fell asleep again 🤨

** written last night but fell asleep before posting **

So… this was a day 🤨😮

Ya take the good, ya take the bad… you put em both together, and there you have… the facts of life lol ❤️🙌

Omg was it a day!

I get into work my normal time and set myself up and just finished opening up the whole funeral home when MY boss shows up unannounced lol … but I am always excited anyway… and we’ve done amazing things – painting and looks amazing – we rearranging ❤️ sprucing up, looking at few new things

I was told to handle something. Ok. And if I don’t … the transfer someone out. Bleh ok

So I feel like these girls are my work family – and I believe in a supportive and encouraging – teaching atmosphere 🙌❤️

So I feel that while I am office manager and am supposed to just handle… I don’t want to lose either girl. I want them both!!!

We have the perfect work family – please don’t… 🙏… so… I called “work family meeting” I like unity ✌️

So I tell them situation – so… I will bring in the business … I just opened up a whole new world 🙌❤️ with my hotel deal ❤️❤️❤️

They give me green light to make partnerships where ever I want 🙌❤️❤️❤️

So what else is comforting ?? Ok food 🍱… but what??

I may approach the Spaghetti 🍝 Factory lol ❤️✌️

What is a comforting food you love …that I can get HERE in the United States ??

Ok food… hotel for out of town family… what else?

Wait – they tell me anything 😮

I see – ok I got this ❤️ woo hoo – let’s see how I do 💋✌️ 🙏 I have ideas ❤️

So anyway… I have pressure to make sure my girls stay!!! I don’t want to lose them – I lose one – and the other will follow. They have already stated this. My boss knows this – they prepared 😮 whoa!!! 😮😳

Omg!! Please do not implode!! Again lol 🤦‍♀️ so we gonna support each other and see if we can just make them chill out? Let us stand up for a minute – my goodness these corporations. You have a strong team!! Do not mess it up – we will work together so … 🤷‍♀️ we see what life brings 💋✌️

It’s like – I finally have a really good grip on the reigns … but here comes corporate “wait here are a thousand more things to do, let’s see how we can stress you guys out and work on programs that do not flow easily! You gotta log in everywhere! And constantly tells me … “hey… 14 more days until you need to change your password” 🤨… and every day it counts down 🤨

But … I drive the hour to work, because I really love working with these people ❤️ it allowed me to survive through covid… and ya know I just …

The unity and work ethic of my team we all flow and fit together really well ❤️

Every day they make me smile ❤️

We just got lucky we all enjoy each other and appreciate ❤️ we have amazing team!!

We truly care for our families!!

So if you want a strong team you have to allow that team to grow. Give me a minute to get a handle on things

So… they giving me a minute 😮

Alright well … it is always something

So whatever – 🙏🙏🙏

Today when I come home 😮😮 … there is both neighbors 😮 the husband and wife 😮

They said they had something to say

And they tell me this massive massive crazy drama where he got arrested 😳

😳😳

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So I just like peace a lot -I tell you this all the time and I forever will … I am silent and I am quiet and I just kinda wanna be left alone…

I stay (or try to!) far away from all things – but things like to find me 🤨 … where ever I go or be 🤨

I just like peace – ALOT! I severely just don’t want any massive things. I don’t want to be involved – I have freedom and I would like peace. That is it .

Safer when stay to self. I will know when I am comfortable

Today at the funeral home, someone who knew prior employees saw “me” for the first time and laughed because …

… the red hair office manager thing at this location lol … I had forgotten all about that until today lol

If life could just dial it back a few notches, that would be great ✌️😘

So… whatever.

There was one more thing but I just forget.

I be back in morning really quick – I’m so exhausted I can’t keep eyes open

Gnite ❤️🙌✌️