Wednesday sucked but whatever – is ok. Almost to Friday – few more days …why is this feeling like THE longest week ever!!??!!
I don’t wanna talk about work.
Let’s see what do I want to talk about?? 🤔 umm
I stopped into gas station to get gas ⛽️ … I was almost on fumes because I didn’t pay attention 😮😮
So I go in to pay 💵 and the nice guy is there – the one who wants to give me things … every time I go in he’s really sweet to me and he just smiles 😮😄
I am polite but quiet and keep distance.
I grabbed a drink too and went to pay… and so he rings me up and I pay … and I go to take my drink and he hands me a individually wrapped donut lol 🍩
I just never know how to react cause he catch me off guard 🤨 I tell him constantly “no thank you” – but he give me anyway… very sweet and kind person… really good heart
I try not to go in very often because that happens – not that I don’t appreciate his amazing kindness … but I just don’t want any problems – ya know?
Their card reader was out of order
I should probably find another gas station ⛽️ … that one was just perfect though … is in between work and home… perfect spot!
And it’s just a really easy gas station …
But probably best so there be no problems??
I would love to believe just kind good hearted person with just no motive ? Just being friendly – nice person
But I really don’t think it is.
So ya know – I just wanna avoid any issues
I feel bad cause he’s soooo nice!! He’s such a sweetheart ❤️ … if only I could be sure would not be any issues then I be fine… but no … when I walk in, his smile is from ear to ear 😮 and then he doesn’t take his eyes off me 😮 and then gives me stuff
So see … I can not ignore that. Damn
Whatever. Ok fine. New gas station … where am I gonna go? I will have to think of a new location 😮
So I dunno.
Otherwise today was a beautiful day ❤️❤️❤️ every breath outside smelled so sweet❤️
Oh here is the pool with palm tree 🌴 lol 🙌 ❤️
Ahhhh 🙌 … see how California spoils? Where else?
Do not like tornados – so that’s a no… I do love Florida – however, they do everything wrong over there ✌️ I could not handle that … also they have humidity, alligators and dangerous snakes 🐍 – I believe the second most deadly? The Cotton Mouth 😮 yeah no – nope
I remember as a kid – nope
New England too crowded and too cold – nope
Texas … not totally my style?
New Mexico is beautiful … Arizona – also beautiful – but those areas have tarantulas and scorpions 🦂 … nope nope nope and nope
Where am I gonna go?
See?? I go north is cold… I go south is hot with scary things lol 😄✌️😘
I just don’t love it when we are on fire – I really don’t like being on fire. If it wasn’t for that and maybe turn down the severe temps a little – it be perfect!
The sun can be a little hard for me to take – I have to be careful 😮
One day, summer 2018… this happened:
My back that time – turned a deep purple 😮 … PURPLE 😮 … and it throbbed 😮 all my skin!! Like my entire being seriously throbbed 😮… Yes I am aware very bad for me … that was a massive burn – I couldn’t move for like 3 days 😮
So I sorta learn… I am inside mostly. I know my time in sun is limited and I also know I need lotion
I’m Irish that happens ☹️ … ugh and then the peeling ugh 🤦♀️
But anywhere I go sun is same.
Well unless you never have sun – but that would kill me … I definitely NEED sun!!
Oh yes… I would not do good without sun ☀️
Anyway. I don’t know 🤷♀️… life will take me right? So we see lol ✌️
Ok I have to sleep – I’m so exhausted 😩 I have to be early tmrw