I meant to stop and get amazing strawberries today 🍓 – they are out selling them on side of road – those are sooooo much better than the grocery store ❤️ so much sweeter 🍓❤️❤️❤️ yes please
But I forgot lol maybe on way home tmrw after work?
I got ALL errands done – car is gassed, clothes picked out, meals ready, coffee ready… ok I am ready for Monday 😮😳😳😳 sorta 😮😮😮
I know deaths came in over weekend already … my boss offered to step in to help us because they coming in again like crazy 😳😮
One of my funeral people texted me to say :
May I suggest a white board like the one found in the ‘war room’ at Google headquarters?
Lol 🙄😄😄 it’s because I am running out of boards to do that!! I am on second board now 😮 I seriously need that war room set up to handle all of it 😮😮😮
And then shoppers are calling and then they saving them for me on Monday lol … omg
Yeah Monday gonna come at me 😮 be gentle!! 🙏🙏🙏
And then … I have something else… I am definitely moving.
So… neighbor guy – remember that one night he ask if I want a burger and I said ok and we had a burger? And he told me those things that made me uncomfortable? Ok
And then since that, I have been just politely avoiding.
He had asked me to dinner one night and I said no… so he literally put a sprinkler on all night which flooded my front porch area – that I have to leave out of.
He texts later that day and say “oops sorry about that” 🤨 fricken whatever
I continue to politely just severely avoid!!
I don’t like him and I do not get a good feeling with him at all!! I am short and quick – if he says something I give short answer and run inside – because no!!
He tries to be all sweet and like he is good person, but he is not.
Then I paid rent today and I’m chit chatting with my landlord and she was telling me he mentioned having burger with me and made it sound like we pals 🤨🤨🤨 we are NOT pals!! I did not expect the burger and thought was just nice neighbor thing not tons of fuckin drama shit.
And then today… I go out to see about putting on my suit and washing the car … but the minute I stepped out of house there he is and saying hi, what is wrong, what are you doing today? …Ok see creepy!!! Please give me space… do not always be up in my grill!!
Personal space – leave me alone!!
So I went back inside and got my keys 🔑 to just take to car wash 🤨… and he was gone so whew ok cool … but I got to the car and he was right behind me … ok I am creeped out severely
When I came back that sprinkler just going right by my front …
Ok Asshole you wanna play, we play..
So I text my landlord and said hey… ya know all the water flooding my front porch is becoming a problem and ruining all my shoes and is annoying with puddles everywhere – I have to look nice for work – not like I just went wading
I said I don’t what to tell you on how to fix but just FYI
So she said she would talk to him – ok good.
So she did.
And then the landlords sister came over and I went to say hello … and then there he is again – I’m trying to have private convo and there he is 🤨
He creeps me out BIG TIME!!! I do not trust him whatsoever!!! I do not find peace with him around – all of the sudden all my peace is gone 🤨
And then while I am there talking to the landlords sister … he has the hose with the water and pointing right at my house … the landlord came out and stood and watched and when he noticed her he stopped
So… I am not comfortable here now. I am moving. I am done – I don’t deal with this shit.
I don’t play games with MF’ers … You wanna be an ass then you do that.
His wife is back. No wonder she has issues!! I am soooooo happy she is back!!
Although obviously does no good? I don’t know
He’s an asshole though, I am not going to deal with some dumb man child
What the hell is wrong with some men?? What is their problem??? This guy is an immature joke
Fricken dumb ass brute who thinks he is some fricken catch? You fuckin have a wife – leave me the F alone!
Cause if you wanna start shit – I am sure his wife would like to know how he was when she was away!!
So stay away! I’m not playing
He invades my peace completely!! I do not like him at all. I like her … but I do not like him!!!
I bother no one and do not want to be bothered myself.
Dude needs to step it back!! Cause we will have issues if he doesn’t – now I’m tired of the shit…
So it’s no longer peace here – now it is time to leave – fly away.
So I just want peace away from assholes – can that be possible??
I knew he creeped me out from first time I met him, but I think sometimes is me? because I am silent and I am very hard on men if they try to come near me or know me.
Married men are ok usually… but some are obviously assholes. I give a chance to be a decent human being. But some men just can’t not do that??
My gay men are the bomb cause I can relax, be myself and we just laugh ❤️❤️❤️ I never have to worry they be interested or would be issue… easy and relaxed 🙌❤️ peaceful!
But yeah I am very hard and very careful with all men – except if you are gay, then I am fine with you almost instantly. I don’t have to be guarded if the man is gay ❤️ I can just relax and enjoy the person!! No pressure ❤️
But otherwise I have to be guarded always … always always always!!!!
But sometimes I wonder if I am too hard and too silent… but then I realize nope – because that is how it is.
I don’t bother you – don’t bother me…
I like my silence – I want my peace – and I like avoiding things that make me uncomfortable!!
Do you know there is not one good song about leaving me alone… if it’s a stalker song it’s way too creepy… and if it’s telling someone to leave you alone, is usually some relationship break up thing…
But there is not a song just simply to “leave me alone” like that.
🤨 I had to listen to some pretty crappy songs, just to learn, none of them fit right.
Ugh 🤦♀️ yeah I give up – there is no song for that!! 🤷♀️
Just because a woman is by herself does not mean she is lonely either btw… I like my peace and my silence for these exact reasons!!
Of course I would love to find what meant to be but… also not searching – I am taking my time just healing from things
Ok so there is that… which is really annoying and creepy … I am on HIGH alert 🚨 – no peace at home
So I have been looking around and calling on few places.
I emailed for more info on one place and a man emails me back… ok … men do exist so that is fine lol 😄✌️ … but I am just careful
So I asking him questions about the house and he telling me all about the house and the neighborhood, neighbors etc …
And then he asking about my info – credit history, rent history – job history etc…
It went very nicely 😊… actually really nicely 😮 so maybe?
Is still way out in the country … BUT… ON A LAKE!! 🙌❤️ lol … but we see, do not get too excited!!
As we were talking – I mentioned Massachusetts and we started talking about that… his mother went to school in one of my families areas 😮😮
And then it was insane because he was talking to me about towns and streets I know!! It was like talking to someone from home??? 😮❤️ so that caught me by surprise for a moment – that was cool!!
He seems very nice.
I will meet him to see the house maybe next weekend or next week.
My schedule this week will be insane – I told him what I do… and what he does he is away a lot. He does something with robotics 😮😮
But anyway – we will see how that plays out – please be normal 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Ok so if Monday doesn’t kill me we should be ok?? Although Wednesday might also kill me – but we will talk about that on Wednesday lol ✌️😘
Ok I have to get to bed so I can jump in on Monday!! 😮 please let Monday be ok 🙏🙏🙏
Ok good night 😘😴💤🌙 k