Alright… Tuesday went well – mostly ❤️
So… I had to call lawyer and speak to one of the paralegals … that was a lot – it’s going to be crazy insane!!! So I am not sure what to expect?? I am still scared and nervous.
I am more protected than I have ever ever been ❤️ so I do have peace on that ❤️
It is hard because the lawyer makes me tell them everything and those things sometimes make me cry.
Luckily for me, I work at a funeral home and crying is a normal thing lol ✌️😘
I did during my lunch break though so that was good thinking 👍
And then work itself went well – I just had a gazillion meetings 🤨 really long meetings about emails they already mentioned everything they speak about 🤨
Whatever lol … I just try to get work done… I have more meetings tmrw 🤨🙄
We setting up for reopening 😳
We just had Carpets cleaned full cleaning … I had fire inspection, fixed our audio visual equipment … so yeah we ready. Bleh … I still handling things but we ready.
I have list for my maintenance guy… just many little things. Except one door!! It is a double 🚪 🚪 … it needs weather stripping and better lock 🔐
I have to work with the fire department and fix any issues they found… I have one fire extinguisher 🧯 that need to be mounted, I have to buy some fire retardant spray for fabrics and do our HuGE curtains 😳 that’s gonna be crazy.
The person who bought these curtains did not buy them from a commercial manufacturer which would have already had them treated with fire retardant … but whoever bought these bought them normally 🤨 so now I have work spraying curtains 🙄🤨
Luckily on that also – I have a part timer lol – I will delegate ✌️
I love my team – have I told you how amazing they are? ❤️❤️
I just work with the best people ever ❤️
They are amazing ❤️ I love them ❤️
Also… all of them are writing me declarations of character for court … court did not ask for that … but my police did some, my school did some, my friends did some and all of these people do for me too ❤️
He says I am an awful person … so – I will bring many letters and declarations of who I am.
I can prove whatever you want!! So anyway – they are just doing that for me ❤️
Not that it will mean anything – but I want as much as I can about my character and my story and anything else I can think of.
I will show and prove everything so bring it. I just don’t trust them because he is slimy and dirty. So he does terrify me. Because the court has allowed it to be this bad!!
But I don’t know? This time might be different ? Because this is the first time anyone is fighting for me ❤️❤️❤️
Ok so here comes March all marching in and shit 🤨
Even my Irish holiday is gonna fall smack dab in the middle of court things …
I have court thing on the 16th… which I am panicked with… I be in one room and he be in another. I am nervous with that – I do not want to see him.
Then the 17th is my Irish holiday ☘️ … St. Patrick’s day … however I take liberty because I am Irish so I am allowed to do that lol… plus I will do it anyway lol … we don’t drink at all on that day… we just celebrate Irish ☘️☘️☘️💚💚💚
Instead of St Patrick’s day … is “St Patty” for me lol ❤️ and for one day I allow people to call me Patty lol … usually only my family calls me that (I usually do not like it because it makes me feel 5 years old. Plus I have freckles and that DOES NOT HELP me out any) Patty is such a little girls name, but Patricia is such an old lady name lol… that is why I go by Trisha lol… that’s just right lol ❤️
But the 17th of March … was also the day I lost my school job ☹️
Anyway and then on the 19th, is a try to agree – which won’t happen, but you can try.
I actually have to face him in court so I find that hard to breath through – this was my abuser and then what he put me through and continues to do … I don’t want him ever seeing me again.
Done. Don’t think I am kidding – I want nothing to do with him ever ever ever again – and I won’t… end of story.
He has not seen me since all my surgeries and stuff… he knows he has just never seen – I will be sure to cover everything the fuck up!! I don’t want him seeing anything about me… I love that I get to wear a mask 😷
❤️❤️❤️ I love the mask ❤️❤️❤️
So … March 🤨
Marches in like a lion 🦁… right?
But goes out like a lamb? 🐑
So let’s see if that’s true? End of March omg I’m gonna be free ❤️❤️❤️ is coming ❤️❤️❤️