Invincible Titanium lol 💋✌️

Tuesday didn’t hurt lol … went well – was one of my girls birthdays 🥳

We celebrated with lunch❣️ we all signed a card for her – and each (3 of us) got her a small gift 🎁❤️ and then corporate had cookies come for her.

I said “doorbell is for you” and it rang lol 😄😄 the look on her face with that 😄😄❤️

And then she went to the door and the guy says I have a gift for you and gave her the cookies 🍪❤️ she had a good day!

We have an amazing team ❤️

I don’t want to see food again for a little while!! Between pizza lunch and cookies lol

Hahaha oh and that reminds me…

So when one of my arrangers came in – I was already at my desk and buried in piles of paperwork lol

So I said “ugh… piles and files!”

And she finished .. “and work, oh my!” 😄😄😄❤️

It was really funny ❤️ referencing the Wizard of Oz ❤️❤️❤️

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I loved that movie in my childhood ❤️

It was a good day. We had a wake this evening – they call it a visitation … but it’s a wake – same thing.

It was still happening when I left.

You should see my books!! I have my funeral home looking and doing incredible!!

I have cleaned up 🧹❤️❤️❤️ I am still digging out of the mess – and structuring it… but it’s looking amazing ❤️👏 I am on top of the accounts ❤️

And then… court 😮 so… there is a lot going on…

We served him with a deposition. Meaning he will be interrogated on matters – and be under oath… so should he lie – he can go to jail for that… afterwards we are allowed to ask for proof and discovery. ❤️

So we served him ❤️ that was last week – last Friday.

I bent over backwards to get Monday off and I am working Saturday to do that… Mondays are insane so… I had to line everything up to make sure they be ok without me on Monday – trust me it gets crazy!

Today his lawyer try to get out of it to delay that so we can’t do that.

My lawyer told him – you can only miss this if you agree to extend timing of discovery requests – they never responded

My lawyer is fierce with them- his lawyer has never had to work before – now he has to work.

Have I told you how amazing the lawyer I picked has been??? Omg ❤️ 🙌 protected 🙌 ❤️

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All this time even through cancer – I was fully at his mercy – and he was horrific.

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So for the first time in a very long time – I feel a slight safeness ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Lately I was thinking – how would I ever fall in love again after that? I don’t know? Time I guess?

Cause that is/was very traumatic – all of it! So I don’t know.

I told my girl’s about the pizza story… and they said… hmmm are you sure HE is not hitting on you?? 😮😱 I didn’t think of that until they said that – and now I think of that 🤨

I am good to people … and people mainly are really good to me always – all my life has been that way. I have survived because people cared and were good to me ❤️ I am and was extremely lucky – and I work very hard. I fought through all of it.

Here is how I see…

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So yes – I see like that. I fuckin beat cancer – that couldn’t take me down… and I battle the devil… and so far he can’t take me down either

So yes that is how I see – I am invincible 💋✌️ well you know… in my own mind lol – but that’s where is counts right?? ❤️✌️

But I will be really nervous to let someone come close. Even thinking of it I still feel like instant rush of fear – that’s not totally normal right?

I am not sure how at ease I am there?

But I also figure – because I am invincible … I can beat that too 💋✌️lol

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