Too tired 😓

I was too tired last night. I could not keep my eyes open to come do a post.

I had been up since 5am.. worked all day long …

They have me doing those training manuals … and I was the only management that was in yesterday 😮 … so …

I had to run reports that I didn’t know how to do yet 😮

So ok… they gave me the reports and I have to put and fix them in excel … at first I was not really sure how to do??

They call me at 10am to tell me to do this… ok when is due by? And they say now, 10am 🤨 … ok well that is not happening – you will get them when I finish them- I will do them now

And that is what I did.

I had someone check my work once… they tell me what I did wrong and after that – boom I had it…

And if the things and reports are like that… it is easy … I can do that for one location!! But that is just one report – there are others …

And the others I have to have all kinds of receipts and things

I am in the process of reorganizing how things are done – because they are not organized at all and that drives me nuts in work setting

I like things with structure. I like procedures. I like to have … well, I like it to run like a machine. So I want that. I am making it that way… but is out of whack currently 🤨 so will take me little while to get hold on everything

The girls are happy and excited to have me with them… so far or that’s how they appear. I still kinda have guard up little bit – because I know they have gone through office managers

I am just careful.

But they are thrilled to have structure and procedure!! So yay!! They are liking my ways lol 😄❤️✌️

It just runs more smoothly MY way! So far … but I’m still new and still have to learn MANY things omg – I am still WAY new

So whatever – I will organize as I go. So far so good ❤️

Then I had to go to one of the other home to relieve another for lunch since is only me. Lol so did that… stayed there til done… did my training modules

🤨 I am slightly offended with the training modules 🤨… what am I? Fricken 5???

Cause some of these modules speak to me that way – like I am 5 🤨 and some even have cartoon characters to explain things to me 🤨

That is dumb. That annoys me. It also distracts me from what I am supposed to be learning. 🤨

I being all serious trying to learn their shit, and they gonna give me cartoons and speak like I am a idiot?

There is a time and a place – but cartoons? To explain procedures and things in a funeral home?

Perhaps trying to make a lighter situation? Not sure?

But I am trying to seriously learn things – and then this one module is a cartoon and it’s an important module!!!

I can not concentrate correctly when it is a cartoon 🤨 and then I am also annoyed with it being a cartoon and speaking like I am 5 🤨

What kind of training is this?

Whatever

Just saying 🤨 … not really liking the cartoon modules 🤨

They have a really sucky training program. I find that odd. Maybe it’s me?

When I got the job I had zero training – I was just thrown in – but that was also at the hands of Covid… back in March 2020.

So all of it has been unusual. Been learning experience for sure.

They just don’t seem very – spot on it?? For a corporation ?? That confuses me.

But whatever – I work and stay safe for now – I am thankful ❤️ (just annoyed with the modules lol ✌️😘)

I got to leave little early… 4:30 instead of 5 ❤️ cause rush hour on Friday is just so bad 😝😩

And aren’t these people supposed to be at home??! Go home!! Stay safe!!!

How many people are deemed essential? So healthcare, emergency things and businesses, groceries, cars, funeral homes, … there are a lot of essentials 😳???

What is not essential? … that would be the better question?

Boys came over… they do not go out, neither one – and they also suit up and isolate. They already had a lecture from me about NOT killing your mother – do not kill your mother lol ✌️🤨

I should start taking their temps before coming inside – I think we will do that ☹️… I have to do that to my own children. Awww 💔 I will have to start that – that gives a sting a little… I am scared to lose my children and be without them… not because I need them there… I don’t … I could fare fine…

And it’s just the moment… but I can’t bare the thought of – I just can’t. They are completely my heart – and yes I can let them go if I have to 😭💔 – but would break my heart too much – very severely

But is probably a good thing to check their temps. I think it makes me sad because these are my children, my heart – and covid makes me have to have guards up here too. With my own blood. You are only truly safe alone. 😮

It’s really hard. How is it not real for some people?

Ohhh yeah and I was telling my kids about people I know who are currently sick WITH COVID-19…

As I was mentioning, they stopped me and asked me “are they Trump supporters?”

Umm yeah… the ones who are sick- yes actually they are 😮

Then I was left stunned because I didn’t even think of that aspect 😮 … very interesting.

Then we had dinner.

Me and the oldest were tired. The younger 2 doing their laughter thing…

Oldest had brought a game … when I first saw the game – I got pretty excited!!! 😮❤️

All I could see was the word “Slay” on the box

Well there used to be this game I loved called Slay lol

www.youtube.com/watch

It’s like a takeover game… taking over territories lol … it was fun lol … and I used to like the little noises the guys would make when I took their territory lol ✌️

It was very fun. I normally do not go for games like that but that one was cute and just fun. I liked it!!

I do not like the game “Risk” 😝 so I don’t know why I like Slay? But I just do!

When I saw the box labeled Slay… it instantly made me remember Slay!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

😱😱😱 did they make into board game ??? But no – instead was this game:

These people enjoyed it – I did not understand it at all. ❓

It was probably because I was so tired ??

And I really wasn’t into reading abilities of things lol ✌️

But we had fun. ❤️

We have so many games – it’s like endless games … but is all mostly games oldest likes – which are ALL usually card or dice type games lol

Monopoly too long – same with the Game of Life lol (❤️) … I get them to play scattergories and that is really hilarious and fun ❤️

I like charades too but these people stink at charade things lol 😘 – they think on a different wave length then I do lol ✌️

Pictionary is also very fun and hilarious 😄❤️

We are always hunting for that amazing game we all love lol

Daughter likes Connect 4… eh… it’s ok. We will cycle through everyone’s favorite for Christmas ❤️

19 is not a game picker… he just goes along with whatever we do… unless he says he doesn’t want to – and then we beg and plead lol … to which he will usually say “fine” lol … in that annoyed tone with the deep breath 😄😄❤️

The funny thing is though – he won’t want to play something… we will beg and plead, he will play, and then end up loving it and laughing so hard lol … so dude just do it!! Lol ✌️😄❤️

But yeah we had a good time. I think he won (19) lol – so of course, he really liked that game lol

After they left, my daughter was right here and I laid down on couch for one second 😮 … and I woke with the internal alarm still there on the couch, and all covered up lol ❤️

Alright well … I am turtle slow today… I have the weekend off ❤️ so I should get few things handled – I am just slow.

Until I get going I am slow unless I am running by the clock. Then I am on it

I am not on the clock today… so today I am slow lol 😘✌️❤️

Alright – I should run … I be back later ✌️❤️