Insane and summer dreams ❤️

Ok this is not working for me … here I am driving an hour into work … they want me to be in 3 different places at once… that’s not happening – I am one person and I am not cloned!!! 🤨

And then when I go to one place – it goes nuts … the phones light up… families are upset – I have to diffuse and I struggle to get out (it’s insane) and the other place texting me where are you? We need you 🤨

So I fuckin handle the shit, take cases with me… get in the car to got to the other place…

I am fucking driving on a massive highway … did I mention MASSIVE? Cause o gotta do highway 50!!!! and Capitol city freeway … massive traffic

And the place texts me while I am driving and says – we forwarded the phones to you

Fuckin bullshit – sorry don’t get the text while I drive, and I’m not answering calls while I’m driving – fuck it – let corporate come talk to me … come on – I dare you! Yeah come talk to me corporate

So yeah – then I had to go off on the girls about that – do not forward phones to me while I am driving between locations – your phones will NOT get answered – I am not doing that shit- that’s bullshit.

I told them – if you have a problem with that then you tell corporate to call me… end of story.

And then I walk back in the door and it fuckin lights up again!!!! Are you fuckin serious

And so then I am pulled in every single direction – so much that it got to the point I was having a hard time remembering what I was working on … and we are talking death certificates, and releases and major things!! Omg

And when the phone rang today – I was in so many different funeral homes – I couldn’t remember where I was 😳 yes that bad!!!!!

And then I got no lunch cause there is just no time whatsoever … it’s fuckin ridiculous

And shit is still hitting the fan … and look I am honest… and I won’t say anything I can not say to your face.

So management asked me something … and one of the workers who say it to me was right there … so I told the truth

I wanted both parties to know what was being said and there is no behind back.

This is was said to workers. And this is how corporate is portraying it … and corporate is saying something completely different to management

That is bullshit – so here – you people need to talk… corporate telling you each different things

That is bullshit… bad bad company!!!

I almost walked today… I was right there… if that was a ledge and a wind came along – I would have went over … it was that close to me saying fuck you! I’m out

So I’m just gonna take all the hours I can for this week… next week will be very very bad… it’s going to be really bad!! Omg

This is bullshit – ok ok ok … I have to get out… I need to line up something else …

How sad is that??? And this is a nationwide corporation handling deaths 😮😮😮 – shame on them!! They do not care about the people aspect in the slightest!!! Ugh it is so disgusting!!

I have never in my life worked for a company so full of shit, and incompetent with how they handle!!! Wow!! Mind blown

I told my manager … I am not paid enough to deal with this shit and they don’t want to offer me full time and benefits while I drive an hour to help save their asses – fuck that shit… I said – I am looking – if it doesn’t change before I find something – I’m out – you lose me. I’m done.

Fuckin A!!! That was the fricken day from hell

Fricken cold ass Monday!!!

Breathe 🧘‍♀️🤨

Ugh… it’s insane!! I can’t even tell you how much- I explain here but that doesn’t even give you the full extent!!

So while all that is going on… I am just crazy from everything

Anyway… my phone rings is my landlord to tell me … hey… you do not have to pay November’s rent… (tmrw is my day I pay rent) … she said – that’s my Christmas gift – you take that so you have money to get the kids some gifts 🎁

So ya know… after that whole day – and then for her to do that… I just cried

And my coworker saw me cry… you ok?

Yeah I’m fine just personal stuff. I don’t mean to cry sorry.

And then she said – well at least we at a funeral home so crying is normal here lol – which made me laugh while crying ..cause yeah ❤️ It’s normal for that at work lol omg

I love the actual job, I love the people and what I do…

I hate the corporation. They are imploding. Sucks

And my landlord ❤️❤️ it makes me cry to think of because she is sooo good to me ❤️

Alright so whatever that was my horrible day. I have never had a job so horrible in my entire life not the job itself – it is definitely corporate

I am home. I work a full day again tmrw. Whew

Ok Tuesday is not Monday – it will be better right??

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Having a job like this, it is toxic

It is FREEZING tonight 🥶🥶🥶🥶 omg … so cold!!! ⛄️

Here… let’s just imagine 😘✌️…

… winter is just a little longer – let’s just imagine summer

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❤️ ahhhh summer

Ok whatever … dreaming for minute ✌️ … gonna answer and read – I might get sleepy to finish but I be around at some point 🙏

Gnite 😘❤️✌️

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… winter breezes do not make me feel fine 🤨😄😄✌️😘