Human kindness ❤️

Today I picked up my car. My oldest son took me. ❤️

I knew the connection I have to this car guy, knows him… but I didn’t know how well.

I don’t ever mention my cancer to people – only if you knew me while I was going through it, would you know… very few know.

Although I do have one scar that is always purple… is on my right side and up high – you can see it with pretty much all shirts unless is a turtle neck, which I do not wear in summer lol omg

Only a few have asked me about the scar – generally though people don’t say anything and I don’t tell. I don’t want that face people have when you say you have had cancer …

Instantly that face makes me feel emotion, so it’s just better if I don’t mention. I don’t like that emotions because is like a tidal wave, and makes me feel it. I don’t like feeling that one.

Anyway, I didn’t know he knew! And I also didn’t know he himself had cancer 😮

My connection texted me and said he’s a really gruff guy until you know him and then he’s the biggest sweetheart.

He’s never actually been gruff with me. He’s always been kind – I wonder how long he knew? The whole time?

Every time I call, he answers and I say hello, this is Trisha, just checking on my car, how are you?

And I do sense he softens… and he always says “oh you know, living the dream” lol – that always makes me laugh

Today when he said that (he always says that lol) but today he couldn’t remember what day it was … cause he said “oh living the dream on a Wednesday or umm Thursday”

I am like that all the time cause my weeks are not typical Monday through Friday – and sometimes it gets so busy you forget if you are coming or going lol… I also sometimes have to stop and think which work place I am at – I am usually neck deep in paperwork and the phone rings – I have to remember where I am lol

Anyway, that was really touching. I’ve been little worried with things and that car was a worry. So it just meant a lot as is…

And then when I learned he knew about my stuff and he himself knew those things – it just touched me even more.

I usually don’t stop to remember or think of my cancer. Cause you know – like I said, the emotions. They are heavy.

I help others who have medical issues and alot of people with cancer and it doesn’t bother me. I focus on them – not me. Mine is over. For now anyway. 🙏

I had many jump to my aid when I went through it and it helped me through all of it… but once it was done – I wanted nothing more to do with it… so I kinda just went silent with it

My school didn’t know when I got that job. Neither did my funeral homes until recently

My landlord knew but she didn’t know was so recent from when she met me. A month after surgery I acted like normal, nothing happened.

And I work so hard, I remember all of it, but I like to forget. It is very emotional.

I was already thankful and touched that he wasn’t charging me! I didn’t understand why? He runs a business – and he’s a car guy. It’s not typical. I was thankful but confused cause totally was expecting to be charged.

And then when my connection told me, he knew and he also battled cancer – that kinda just ?? I dunno? It made me cry little bit …

It just hit me in that soft spot. Ya know.

Most of the time I just try to handle everything, and I do ok… I don’t stop to mess with emotions and on things I can put behind me – I don’t think about.

So it just ya know, hit the heart?

Someone just gave me human kindness ❤️

And I do have human kindness a lot… in general… I get that from people alot… but not usually at businesses or regarding money.

So that was very nice, I am very touched.

I have my car back tonight ❤️ that was very kind!

I had a really good day off… didn’t really sleep in – but I never do… I want to, and I try – I slept until 6am which is later than I usually wake up.

Then there was all that.

And then came home, helped my daughter with few things, cooked – I had cried when he first said not charging, just a little bit cause it took me by surprise. I’ve been tense.

So I laid down and got a little nap too! I never do that, but I’m so exhausted lately.

Tmrw I have day off also, but I have to run out really early in morning, and then I will wash the neighbors red truck – I was going to do today but that didn’t happen. She was kind enough to let me use, I have filled it up and will wash it.

My boys will come tmrw night and then after they leave I head to airport and grab neighbors

So I might nap again tmrw cause then I work early early on Saturday! We have HUGE service on Saturday!! 😮

And then I work Sunday, Monday, not sure what other day they want me… and Wednesday I start that cleaning job. Ugh busy

So today and tmrw are much appreciated ❤️ a moment

Alright well was a good day ❤️✌️

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