Epic ✌️

Today was a good day!!

I got my life placed back in my own hands ❤️ I believe I do have a firm grasp.

Then work called me… they are swamped with calls currently… so they need me on Friday … I will get to do my job while also covering the phones and things.

That’s another 8 hours on my paycheck woo hoo!

And then lastly … my landlord is going on vacation for the 4th of July. She is going to a beach house up in Oregon.

She said she would take $200 off the rent if I can handle garbage and watering the ranch… which yes I can do.

So in one day… I took my life back, got more work, and lessened my bills lol ✌️❤️

Woo hoo!!

I want this song for today…

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However… when I graduated high school – we picked a senior song … they picked an older song for us at that moment…

The senior song that was picked for my senior graduating class… was… Queen “We are the Champions” Lol

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So both songs work for me lol 😄✌️

And this one…

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But also this one…

(This one has bad words so just be warned lol ✌️) … when I was down and he was kicking me – this was the song I chose a lot … it made me feel better …

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I have not even begun to fight yet… but I do have a fire burning and I believe I am ready now?

And I do believe I will rise from the ashes so… gonna hit that! This is gonna be me…

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Watch my strength 😘✌️

I would say be afraid… but I am nothing to be afraid of… only he should be afraid.

This man held me down and pushed me further down … while my whole family died one right after the other… he didn’t care and went full throttle trying to crush me during that…

And while I had cancer he was intense – completely did his worst… did not let me come up for air… courts actually had to step in to stop that, because it was so bad and harsh while I was literally trying to fight through cancer… while they were saving my life – he was trying to take it

So if I seem a little harsh, it’s because I had to sit there and let him. My hands were tied behind my back, and I couldn’t speak…

I am no longer sick… I don’t fight cancer anymore… I fought that bitch and won, even WITH his ass crushing me.

I have survived all of it, all while he continued to take revenge for me leaving him… he wants to make sure I can’t do any better without him.

Allow me to educate him on what he lost. 💋

I get stronger every day… it’s my turn.

That son of a bitch gonna watch me rise ✌️

I can talk a lot of words and feel strength now… but I go up against the devil and he’s dirty.

I do think I have a good grasp here – I just have ALOT of work to do.

I am almost there. I am almost free ❤️

I will have my life back and I am also going to get my name back too!

I will have my original name back! Then I will have you saying my name lol (kidding) but I am excited to have my name back. … I’m gonna wanna hear my name all the time lol ✌️😄 scream that for me lol

And on the other side of 2020… everything will be different including me 😮 …epic right? Lol

We will see how epic … I am excited to see this too ✌️

All that devastation – I kept my strength of spirit to survive … so I have just been in training for this.

It will be fine… an Epic ending

And my new chapter starting 2021 ❤️ my new chapter starts win or lose.

This is my last fight. My first stand and my last fight.

So deep breaths. Confidence… relax – do this. I battled through a lot… and I’m still standing – I lean slightly lol but I am upright now lol ✌️😘

I am still afraid of him – but whatever…

I was not able to fight before now… now here I stand. It’s in my own hands now.

I can finally fight ❤️