I should be in bed… but obviously I am not… well, I am but I should be sleeping lol
I’m not very sleepy. But I have to work tmrw …
Also… the girlfriend that I took care of last week… she lives nearby to my work… she wants me to pack an overnight bag and come stay with her after work…
She went and bought a part my car needs – the oxygen censor… and is having her neighbor install it.
I asked her how much it was so I could pay her back…
And she said… is an early birthday present. You aren’t paying 😮
Awww … my birthday is next month, that was really sweet
She also wants to cook me dinner for helping her last week.
So ok – gonna do that after work tmrw. She always makes sure I am ok… she thinks I don’t eat… I do… she just thinks I’m too skinny …
I eat… but I also stress lol ✌️
She is always trying to feed me lol
She’s a really good friend ❤️ very lucky and blessed to have her in my life ❤️
She thinks I should date. I do not think that lol
Right now I do not have the umm??? I dunno … I am dealing with too much to even think about adding more drama 🤨 lol
I need to get all my stuff situated then I will be in a better place and be more open? I think.
But I’m still not the dating type
I am just not that way ?? Is too much
I just want peace? And I don’t want to have to guess who someone is…
I am the type who does better when you get to know them first.
Once I am comfortable or enjoy a person then yes ok…
I’m just not the type to be dating … I look like I am that type but I am not.
I feel if someone is meant to be in my life – I will cross their path or they will cross mine. I don’t have to search for it… if it is supposed to be… then it will happen. I would prefer it like that anyway.
For now, while I am handling things – I just go with that.
If someone catches my eye then we see what happens – but I don’t think about it until my friend says stuff.
Maybe she thinks I need a distraction? … I also do not need that at this moment lol ✌️
Anyway… I suppose I should force sleep 😝 I’m not in the mood for sleeping. But I have work and going to friends house after that…
Should be beautiful tmrw 85 and sunny ❤️
Oooohhh yeah!!! She gave me the cutest shirt last week … I will wear it tmrw…
The top part is black and peach colored lace … then is a bustier that is kind of a half top? But at the bottom goes back into that black and peach lace – it’s both sexy and also elegant!! Yay! Hopefully is comfortable 🙏
I am bringing a back up shirt just incase lol
Ok well going to attempt to force sleep. Gnite 😘✌️